Days have passed and of course I secretly learned about my father's past. This man was no ordinary man. He was a mad man until he realized I was born. It is crystal clear that my dad is a misanthropic God and a sadistic person. Damn my dad is.... he's a terrible person. Does he derive pleasure from inflicting pain, suffering, or humiliation on others, or is it not pleasurable to inflict pain on his own children? Why dad? Why does one find pleasure in inflicting pain, suffering, or humiliation on others. is this what you're hiding from us dad?