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Chapter 10 - Chapter 7: Start of a New Life

"Our lived are connected by invisible strings that pull us towards people, sometimes for reasons we don't know why until after the string is cut, and we drift apart. Than and only than do we learn of those reasons" 

{Asilinn Wilds Point of View} 

I giggled softly as I watched Cain be dragged away by who I am guessing were his younger brothers. I however was being dragged back out of the library and down the hallway by a adorable little girl with light golden brown hair and ocean blue eyes. She had a tight grip of my hand and the cutest giggle as she pulls me to a door and opens it. She soon pulls me into a large pink bedroom with a princess theme. She had many toys placed organized on one side of the room. She pulls me over to a chair and makes me sit down. I giggle softly as she sits in front of my and we begin to have a tea party. 

Half way through the tea party I started to tear up. She reminded me so much of my younger Deirfiúr Carmen. She was about the same age or a little bit older than this little girl who I still don't know her name. I'm just going to assume she is also Alpha Cain's younger sister but I have honestly no idea. For all I know he could be his daughter. I have heard of his reputation and it wouldn't shock me if she was. But she is too innocent and too adorable to be that monsters daughter. I wiped away a falling tear before the little girl could notice. I smiled at her and said "sweetie what is your name?" 

The little girl smiled up at me and said "my name is Arabella, or Bella for short. I'm Cain's youngest sister. And you must he his new mate. " His new mate? What did she mean by that? Did he have a mate before me? Did something tragic happen to his old mate? All these questions began to fill my head and started to make me sick. I excuse myself from Arabella's bedroom and make my way back to the room I woke up in. I couldn't silence the voice in my head that kept repeating the same questions. Maybe I was just a replacement... Or worse I was another toy. Once I reached the room I was staying in. All the fears and emotions came flooding down my face. 

I should have denied him, I shouldn't have come with. I am torn apart from my family to be another one of his toys to use and than get rid of. How could I be so stupid to think he could possibly care about me? I closed my eyes as I laid on the bed curling my self up into a ball. I laid on the bed for what seemed like hours but was realistically only 20 minutes. I wanted out of here, I wanted to be away from him. There was nothing for me here, I wasn't and never will be apart of his world. I slowly pulled myself up and go to search for a bathroom so I could at least get rid of the day old makeup that was still caked onto my face. 

I soon found the bathroom and it was amazing. It was so much bigger than my old one and even beautiful if you could even say a bathroom is beautiful but oh well this one is. I stripped out of the gown letting it fall down to my feet. I stood in front of a full body mirror looking over my body. I stood in just a lace white bra and matching underwear. I ran my hand through my hair that was covered in hair spray. My hand got tangled in some of the rock hard curls. I winched as I pulled my hand through the curls breaking up the hair spray. 

These parts of being girl I hated. I don't like being all dolled up, looking like a Barbie doll. I like wearing no makeup and my hair in a braid, bun or just hung over my shoulders. I looked at my appearance one more time in the mirror before grabbing a wash cloth and some face wash. I started cleaning the one day old caked makeup off my face. Once it was all gone I smiled seeing myself. I soon dropped the wash cloth into the sink and walking over to the shower. It took me a few minutes to figure out how it worked. Turns out there was a mini iPad looking pad on the wall that controlled the entire shower. I shock my head as I got into the shower. Rich bastards was the only though that came through my head before my senses were dulled by the sweet relaxation of the shower. I found my self sitting under the many shower heads drifting off into a world all my own. 

-35 minutes pass- 

I was shaken by Malena who had a look of pure concern. I opened my eyes as I looked at her. Her soft brown eyes looked into mine. She soon cut the awkward silence by saying "miss Asilinn are you alright, Alpha Cain was pounding on your door for 15 minutes and you didn't answer. He got worried and sent me to check if you were okay" I rolled my eyes at the mention of his name. I stood up and wrapped the hanging towel around my waist. I looked at Malena and replied back with attitude "sure he was worried about me, I don't matter to him. I'm just another play toy for him to use and than get rid of once he had his fill. He is self centered, cold and heartless. He only cared about himself. He only gets with a girl to get his pussy fill. Once he does that he leaves. I want nothing to do with the good for nothing alpha. " Venom dripping from every word as I turned on my heel and walked into my room.

And who do I see standing there of course it was the devil himself... For fucks sake...