Once we got inside of the pact house, Sebastian took me straight to his bedroom where we are going to sleep at. The room was very huge and very spacial and I love it.
I've never had a room that looked comfortable and peaceful. I was way too emotional right now. My eyes was watery as I walk towards the bed. I touch the bed and it was very comfortable and warm. I lean down and sniff it, I realize that this room smells like Sebastian and then I saw a lipgloss on the mini drawer next to the bed. I got up and pick it up and show it to Sebastian.
Why did he had a lipgloss in his room? I look at him and he looked panicky. "Bella, I can explain it. I was...ahem...I was another...girl before I saw you." he looked like he was about to burst into tears. I have not seen that kind of guy who would cry. I am very understandable girl.
Then I got up from the bed. I walk to him and give him the lipgloss. I am a little annoyed that he slept with a girl but I do not blame him. he got his needs, but not me, I have not slept with no man in my life the only people I slept with was myself and the wood bed.
I pointed the bed and walk to it and I took off the cover sheets. "What are you doing?" Sebastian asked me as I grab it and throw it in the trash and walked away and sat down on the comfortable bed. I folded my arms together. I heard him chuckled as he approach me and sat next to me. "Bella, Amore. Are you jealous?" He ask me. I look at him with a mad and sad expression. I have not felt this way before. It was all knew to me.
"You look cute when you get mad." He kiss me and then looks at me. "Go take a bath, I will make lunch for you okay?" he told me. Lunch? what kind of Lunch? bread cookies and water? I just nodded.
"I will give you this shirt okay so you can wear it. I already send Lilian and my mother to buy you a lot of clothes and shoes including bras and panties." he told me and I just nodded. As he took off his blue long shirt and give it to me and I grab it.
He looks so good without his shirt on. He has well-fitted body meaning he has six pact and his necklace on him with his bracelet on. "Amore, You are raping me with your eyes." he laughs. I look at him quickly. He looks like a child when he laughs, I like it. I got up and I look at him wondering where is the bathroom. He looks at me and he pointed at the door next to the bed. I went inside and took a bath.
As I took a bath. My body still had busies and cuts from the abused that I got from them. I hate myself for being happy, excited and alive...I just to died. I really do. I started to look around and I saw a razor and stare at it for a while.
I just end it all before they come for me again. Then I cut my veins on both sides and just lean down and I slip it the water and stood there until I stop breathing.
I black out.
I remember my mother beating me up with a stick the. My father hit me with a belt and my siblings started to kick me and hit me with anything. I just stood there doing nothing just cry.
Then I woke up with the sound of Sebastian yelling. I did not know what is going on? Then when I fully woke up, I saw Sebastian yelling at May and Damon. "Do something about this! Damn it!" He is furious. I saw May and Damon lowing their heads. I got up. "Luna!" May yelled softly.
She ran to me. "What happen to you? Why you cut yourself? Do you not want Alpha Sebastian?" she asked me. Wait, what? I look at Sebastian with pain and furious in his eyes. then I look at Damon who looked serious then back to May who seems worried. I got up quickly. "Wait! Luna!" she yelled at me. I flinched and knee down quickly and I cried without a sound. "Don't you ever yell at her!" Sebastian growled loudly. I look at him quickly.
I got up and ran to him and hold him tight. I shook my head so he can stop yelling at her. It wasn't her fault. It is my fault. "Everyone get out now!" He yelled. I could hear footsteps leaving the room and the closing the door. "Bella, go to bed now." He is mad! I am going to get beaten. I ran from him and went to the corner of the bed, holding my legs to myself. Hoping he doesn't hurt me. I cover my face and buried it in my legs.
I heard him coming closer and closer. I started to shack. This is the end of me. "Why did you cut yourself?!" he asked mad. I look at him with tears in my eyes. "Y...You...not...going to...hu...hurt...me...?" my first sentence in twelve years. It came out in bells. Signing bells. Sebastian got shock and amazed at the same time. "Y...you just spoke?!" he said in a shocking way. I hug him tight. "Plea...plwase no huwt me!" I cried as my ringing bells rang. He hold me tight. "How can I hurt my beautiful, sweet mate. You are my everything." He told me. I just let it all out. I cried and cried.
After I finished crying, Sebastian lean me down and he went behind me and we both went to sleep. I woke up around 5 and I turn around and I saw Sebastian sleeping like a little baby. He is holding me tight to him. I need to go to the bathroom to pee.
"Seb...Sebastian, I...pee." I told him. I tried to speak. I talk like a four year old but it is not surprising to me since I stop talking when I was four years old. Sebastian woke up quickly and looks at me and let me go. "Than...thank you." I smiled at him as he smiled back at me. "I am going to teach you how to speak after you finish peeing so go." he told me. "Okay!" I told him with my singing bells. I ran off the bed and went to pee. After the relief of peeing, I came out to see Sebastian putting baby channel. For me, it was new and exciting because I have never seen tv. In class, it was the only time I was able to watch tv which me feel excited to know and learn new things. I ran to the bed and watch it with Sebastian.
" This will help you learn how to speak okay? Just follow them. I will come come back in two hours." he told me and I nodded as I kept my eyes on the tv as I lean on my stomach and have my legs stand excitedly. "I will have Lilian come in with food, okay?" he continued as he chuckled. I look at him quickly. "W..what kind food?" I look at him. "What kind of food did you eat at your house?" he asked me curiously. "Brewd cookie and wawer." I told him as I try my best. He got mad and shock. "What? You seriously ate bread and cookies only and water?!" he told me and I nodded.
"You are going to have a full meal. I will have Lilian cook for you okay." he told me mad. I nodded. He kiss on my lips and left. I continued on watching tv and sing along. I was very happy and excited. I am a very fast learner so I already knew how to use my full sentences. Within half an hour, I learn a lot. Then I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I asked with my sing Bells. "Bella is that you?" it was Lilian shock.
"Lilian!" I ran towards the door and open it. "You came!" I told her with my singing bells. "You--you just spoke!" I started to laugh. My laugh was ringing bells. "Oh man wait until everyone hears you speak!" She told excitedly as she came in and I shut the door and followed her with a mini table full of food. "Come and sit down so you can eat. Sebastian told me that you need a full meal and you are not allow to left anything on the plate." she told me and I nodded.
I sat down on the bed and began on eating the food. It was meat with rice and potato salad with cheese and a cup of water and two other ones that I haven't seen. "what is that?" I asked Lilian. "that is mango juice and Soda so you can get weight. Alpha's orders." she told me and I nodded. " I am going back but I will be back to check on you until Sebastian comes back okay?"
"Okay!" I told her as I kept on eating my food. This was the first food I ever had. As Lilian left, I began to cry when I ate the food. I am glad that met them all that day. They give so much love that I needed. After I finished eating, I was full. I left everything clean. I was cartoons and movies on tv. Two hours later it was 8:30pm. Lilian did came every ten minutes but not right now.
I was looking around the room and started to get familiar with everything. Then I got curious about the whole pact so I left the room. I am wearing the blue long shirt that Sebastian lend me and I walk without no shoes.
My hair is in loose. I started to look around the hallways and I saw many doors and pictures. Then I started to walk ahead and there were stairs and I walk down. I stated to hear voice and I recognize one. It was Sebastian.
"I do not care! I want you to understand that you shouldn't had done that piece of shit! especially when they are your family pact!" he yelled at the one who was whimpering. He seems mad about something. I hate when he is mad. It makes me worried. So I walk fast. "Bella?" he called my name even though I was almost near downstairs. He sounded mad but calm.
"Sebastian!" I yelled him name loud but it can out as a soft yell as I ran downstairs and I heard grasped loudly. I saw him there with six people. One of them was Damon. He looked shock as so did the other expect for Sebastian.
"So you finally speak like your age." he smiled at me. I heard more grasped. Then suddenly I got shy. I just nodded as I ran to Sebastian and hide behind him. "Like I was saying, next time you come to me about it so I can handle it understood?!" He got back to be serious. The guy just nodded as he low his head. "Don't mean to him, Sebastian. He probably had a reason why he did what did." I told him in a shy voice. I heard grasped.
"Amore, Bella, he fought with a member of the pact." Sebastian explained to me and I look at the man. He looks shock and mad at the same time. I got away from Sebastian and walk to him. "hello there, I am Cornelia Isabella but Sebastian calls me Bella so you can call me whatever you like." I smiled at him as he looks at me still mad. "Bella, stay away from him." Sebastian warned me. I didn't listen to him.
"What is your name?" I asked him. "Steven, Luna." he told me. "Nice to meet you, Steven. Want to tell me what happen?" I asked him. "No, Luna." he told me. I smiled at him. "I understand that you do not wish to tell me but I can tell that you are upset about something and not feeling guilt about it. I just want to help you out since my mate is yelling at you." I explain to him. He looked surprised and shock at the same time. I smiled at him. "Come on, you can trust me in helping you out, okay?" I told him.
"I found my mate with that guy in his room and she won't tell me why!" he point at the guy who was next to a girl. I look at him then her. "And your stories?" I asked them. The girl sighed. "I came to Mark's room because I wanted to know what My mate liked for his birthday. Mark and Steven are brothers." She explain to me as she folded her arms together.
I look at Steven who seems surprised. I smiled and I look at the girl. "what is your name?" I asked her. "I am Sammantha, Luna." she told me. "So Steven hit Mark?" I asked Sammantha. She nodded. "Well, Sammantha, you shouldn't be going in men room just because they are related okay. and if you want to know ask him outside of the room or ask your mate yourself without getting him clues and..." I look at Steven.
"As for you, Steven, you have every right to be jealous and I know my mate would be too if I ever enter a male room and looking very suspects but you should not jump into conclusion and fight with your brother like tat. You should trust him more and your mate. if you both are destined to be together then have faith in each other." I explained to him and then I look at Mark.
"And as for you Mark, please try not to do anything that looks suspects. do you have a mate?" I asked him. "No not yet, Luna." he told me. I sighed softly. "Please talk to your brother and trust each other because the worst thing is the bad relationship between siblings. okay?" I told him and he nodded.
"And Sammantha please remember this 'don't do things that you do not want other people do to you' you got that?" I told her and she nodded embarrassed. "If anything I am here to help okay. Sebastian can be very strict but he has a kind and soft heart and really cares about his pact so please try not to cause problems like this and do not use violence when you want to solve your problems. that is all okay? and go before Sebastian comes and start his lecture." I told him. Sammantha ran to Steven and they ran away as Mark ran along with the other two.
I turn around and look at Sebastian. "And as for you, you should start talking. I have no idea what is Luna? Alpha? packs? and what are you anyways?" I asked him curiously. He sighed as he walk to me and pull me to him. "Amore, let's talk in our room okay?" he told him as I nodded.
We walk away.
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Will Cornelia understand Sebastian like she did with Mark, Sammantha, and Steven or will she reject him in the spot?