Chapter 182 - What the h*ll....

''Natalie, I admit, meeting Susan again was quite flustering but that was it. What I feel for you is something that makes me feel happy every day. Waking up to see you sleeping next to me makes me for satisfied. Since coming back to City X, you and I have gone through so much and all those things shaped me into a better person. We are imperfect but still I find our flaws special. I always think that it doesn't matter what anyone thinks about me. I don't care even if the world misunderstands me. But, as for Natalie, I don't want her to think of me as someone she can't trust. I don't want her to misunderstand me. I don't also want her to feel insecure. I want to be the last person to hurt her. I want to see her happy always and I want to be the reason why she is happy. I simply want to be her safe haven''