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Chapter 316 - Secrets of you and me (2)

##Cleon ##

In the hallway heading downstairs to get some food. I got confrontation by angry Knowledge

Knowledge: What did you do?

Cleon: Um nothing yet

Knowledge: Don't be a smartass it never suits you Mr. Jewl

He said bawling his fist. What is wrong with him?

Cleon: Ima need my 6 feet. Plus, I don't know what you are referring to?

Knowledge: Satphire...

Wait did he know? I swear Johny can't hold water.

Knowledge: She's gone. I went by her room to wake her up for us to go get the books we came here for. All I found was this note with your name on it.

He hands me the unopened envelope

Knowledge: Why couldn't you leave her alone? She was finally getting back on her feet. The poor woman has been depressed since you left her. She Finally found purpose again, and you play some stupid game with her, made her go right back to depression.

I never mind the blue man screaming at me and proceed to read.

Dear Cleon,

You are amazing, I regret not tending to you when I had you. Seeing you walk away with who now hold your heart I felt mine about to burst. I couldn't keep watching you give her everything that was once mine. Her rubbing your shoulders like that tells me ya'll have been more than close. You've made love to her as you did me. Again, am sorry for the pain I've cost you. If you're happy I'll back off. You've been in your head for the longest and I know why. She would kill you if she knew. I love you enough to know your too deep to fall back. Maybe when you are old and gray you'll still remember me as the love of your life, even if it was for a little while. Goodbye, Cleon.

Sincerely the one who will always love you.

I felt my heart breaking again.

Knowledge: What does the letter say?

Cleon: She can't stand to see me and Carla together

Knowledge: You stupid, Stupid boy.

Cleon: She's probably in the house you built her right now

Knowledge: Everywhere you might think of, I checked She's not there. She's gone.

Cleon: Hmm

Why would she leave? I have so many questions for her? This suck. She chose for me. The day went by pretty quickly I stayed in my room reminding myself of how I took Satphire down. When Carla came telling me to "let's go" I was more than ready. Carla talked the whole way. I wanted to be alone. Days passed, months even. Satphire hasn't left my mind. Carla and I were still going strong. Sex was good but now each time we enjoyed each other was with a heavy heart. Carla And I was thinking of ways to propose publicly. I often wonder where can Satphire have gone? Johny got the cure for his wife. Carla cleared them for travel yesterday. Carla's super busy with her two kingdoms. This gives me lots of time to think of my night with Satphire over and over again. I have been handling my business as usual. Business Has been so good I open a second club. It's been 4 months now. At the bar mixing drinks for my loving customer. So many of them still don't know Am to be their king.

Knowledge: Let's go

He said appearing at my club, Uninvited may I add.

Cleon: We are not friends. I don't trust you, Thus me not going with you.

Knowledge: Satphire...

Cleon: Satphire?

I said cutting him off out of worried.

Knowledge: She's planning on asking Carla for pardon?

Cleon: Oh

I said calming down still drying glass cups

Cleon: It's okay, Carla won't harm her, she gave me her word.

Knowledge: Yeah, you think Carla won't rip her throat out When she wobbles in birth ready?

Cleon: Birth ready? What do you mean?

I said dropping the cup in my hands, staring at him to see if there is an ounce of lies in his words.

Knowledge: She plans on asking Carla to not harm her child. As a mom, she can't take Carla being vengeful to her children.

Cleon: Who's... Wait... am the dad?

Thinking back. I didn't use protection, And I c*mmed a lot. Dam it!

Cleon: Carla will kill her! Let's go now!

Knowledge: Obviously

Knowledge portal us to the "New Earth kingdom" Carla was sitting on her throne surrounded by guys who think they can do a better job at running the kingdom. Satphire looked huge. She made my heart smile. She had my baby growing inside of her. Carla's Started to tear up while looking at me. Her heart was racing. Seems satphire told her.

Satphire: Am sorry old friend. But I can't afford this fuel between us any longer. Not when I have this little guy inside.

She said smiling and rubbing her belly. Awes. She's having my cub.

Carla: Everyone, get out!

All the committee left her at once. She was surrounded by uptight men. The room became vacant with just us 4.

Carla: Who's the dad Satphire?

Satphire smiled at her belly and spoke.

Satphire: He was someone I met during a very lonely night.

Carla smiled looking relieved.

Carla: I see. What kind of person is he?

Satphire: He's kind. We can't be together I get it But am over the moon he gave me this last gift.

Carla: Haha your one weird dragon.

Satphire: Guess so. Glad we can put our fuel to rest. You all won't see me again.

She smiled rubbing her belly.

Cleon: How Could you?

I said shouting at her like she's some child.

Satphire: Cleon?

She looked in my direction, remorse in her eyes

Cleon: You think I wouldn't know?

Satphire: I am doing this for you

Cleon: Stop doing things for me.

I got so choked up. She knows what my cubs do to me. I take care of what's mine she knows that. Separating me from my unborn is cruel.

Cleon: Sat your pregnant?

Satphire: Yes, I am

She said eyes streaming water

Cleon: It's mine?

I said walking up to her, rubbing her belly

Satphire: Mm-hmm, but I can take care of him or her, you don't need to worry.

The truth left her quivering Her lips, broken down in my arms causing us to collapse to the ground. I know we only enjoyed each other a few hours but nevertheless, it sometimes takes a few minutes. Pink proof Underline her eyes. Whenever she carried for me, it shows under her eyes. This is amazing news.

Carla: So, the child is for Cleon?

She said it with so much pain. Her expectation of me shattered.

Satphire: It was one time. I left seeing how conflicted he was over us

Cleon: Stop. Carla this is my doing. She and I have a history, there is no mistaking that. I love you, I do but.

Carla: You'll be leaving to take care of your responsibilities

Cleon: Yes and...

Carla: You love her. You've always loved her.

Cleon: Yes

Carla: She's who you choose?

Her tears pulled my heart like strings on a guitar. Both ladies Shed tears over me pulling me in different directions.

Knowledge: Carla!?

He said staring intensively at her.

Carla: This is the 2nd time you have interfered in my love life Knowledge

Knowledge: Carla...

He said trying to say something else, but Carla cut him off before he said another word.

Carla: Surely, you don't think that's forgivable?

Knowledge: Am sorry if I'd known...

He said almost afraid to say it.

Carla: You won't see me again Cleon, You and Satphire future Generation will be banned from both kingdoms.

She said with regret in her voice

Carla: We could of have had it all...

Knowledge: CARLA!! am so sorry! You got to believe me I had no idea.

Carla: It's fine, you are fired as my doctor of course!

She sadly smiles at him. Why was he so sorry for? the room filled with regret from every party. I am crazy about Carla, but dam Satphire is pregnant.

Knowledge: Cleon you're a cat, how didn't you see.

Carla clapped her hands causing our body to turn to midst like so many others before us. Wait, isn't this her execution punishment? My head has been clouded for months now about Satphire, like how is she holding up after our passionate night together.

Knowledge: If you can't see it? I'll show you!

He clapped his Hands creating wave-like energy, clarifying the room.

Cleon: Carla your!!

I shouted as she rebuked me and Satphire out of her kingdom. Carla looked to be 4 months pregnant as well. Satphire had looked big, but Carla's breast had enlarged, her belly glowed. But her baby was clearly visible. Awes Carla is Pregnant for me. We enjoyed each other a lot. This means when I enjoyed her for those 3 days, One stuck. Haha am so happy.

Cleon: Why didn't you tell me?

I shouted fighting against the wind of rebuking. Carla didn't say anything she kept doing the spell to rebuke us out.

Cleon: Carla!

She looked at me with tears. Man, how did I get two pregnant at the same time? Realizing that am being pulled out of the planet, never to see her or my unborn child. Guess she knew am a cat I saw through her charm. I never mentioned it she should have known I didn't see it. F*ck I don't want us to end like this. The force was so strong. Pushing through felt like fighting a tornado. dam it, I can't make it up to her.

Cleon: Carla! Don't do this, please!

Carla: Have a nice life.

Cleon: Carla, don't cast me out, please.

She smiled, tears dying on the floor

Cleon: F*CK!!

I screamed with all my might; I love her too. Pushing pass, the wind, her rebuke was so strong, cutting my clothes. I got to make it to her, I got to hold her, Feel our baby, It's our first. She agreed to carry for me. I was almost there a few more feet. When I see the midst covering everyone. I leaped to grab her and our baby, but I was back at Instalaxia. My kneed fell to the floor at the thought of never seeing her again. Satphire and Knowledge saw my pride break in front of me. I'll have a child I never know. Satphire came hugging me from the back. After a long cry, I flew to my old house. Years passed like days, Satphire gave me a daughter. She had my spots but her mother's beautiful ocean eyes. There is not a day that I don't think of Carla. Our breakup was devastated to me. I cut a lot of people off, I was never in the mood for meaningless conversation. Satphire being as stubborn as she is stuck by my side. She gave me two more kids after that. The fun, outgoing Cleon you once knew is no more. I barely talked anymore. Johny and I don't talk, nor do I want us to. I should have told Carla the moment I had slept with Satphire. My day finally ended. I and Satphire own a small house in the horse kingdom. My house was being occupied by Josie and Floyd. I told him he could keep it. I left my business, my money bag, all at Carla's kingdom. I wonder what did we have? If it's a boy I hope he's strong and caring, I hate myself for not raising him. I promise I wouldn't betray her, and I did. There was no difference between me and Johny. Getting to the house was hard work for an old man. It's been 50 long years. I've raised my family with satphire, Although Carla's words haunted me "We could've had it all." I've lived a lot of years; Noone I've met came close to Carla's shape. Satphire was starting to show age. She changes her years back to instalaxia years than God years. She was now a stay-at-home Grandma. I look up to see 2 dragons Sitting on my porch drinking iced tea. Don't they have school or something? We lived on a small hill away from everyone. Satphire came out with a long flowery dress on. She didn't care much for fashion anymore since her and I settled down. I took a seat in my favorite chair hoping for some peace.

Grandson: Pops

I could feel his eyes piercing my direction waiting for me to answer

Cleon: Leave me alone Dui

I said shifting my head in the opposite direction to avoid conversation

Dui: Why are you always grumpy pops?

They are 17, they should know better than to bother me. Leopards grow up very fast and we only live for 300 years. I think I'll die before knowing me and Carla's child. I wonder if I ever saw her or him around the galaxy would I know them?

Dui: Gray?

Gray: Yo,

Dui: I heard rumors that pops use to get all the girls back in the day

Dui: This old fart no way

Cleon: Old fart? I'll show you old fart!

Dui: What you trying to get up now pops?

I was trying Haha but my knees, after climbing that day hill wasn't having it.

Satphire: Hey, Leave your great grandfather alone. He pulled me, didn't he?

Dui: But Ma you're from the Dragon clan you all pretty much look alike

She came out handing everyone cookies. She loves our children and dedicates her life to them.

Cleon: Am still handsome, no offense to Satphire but the girls I pulled even with my good looks on you, Yall can't pull what I pulled.

Dui: Big talk

They remuddled

Gray: Exactly, that's all it is big bro, Talk.

Cleon: Whatever go home, isn't your mom looking for you?

Dui: Don't be like that pops. Hey, what is the wildest woman you ever handled?

Satphire: It better be me.

She said sitting on my lap on my rocking favorite chair.

Cleon: Sure Sat

Gray: Who's the craziest girl you've ever dated?

Cleon: Haha alright am shutting down for a nap.

Gray: Come on pops this is the most You've ever talked. You mostly just grunt

Cleon: Fine, but just for today.

Satphire: Your pop used to be the life of any party.

Gray: Haha the man who barely says any words?

Satphire: That's because He lost something very precious to him

Gray: What could that be...

Cleon: They don't need to hear that Satphire.

Dui: Who was she?

Cleon: What makes you think it's her?

Gray: Haha so then what was it?

Satphire: She rebuked us and any children we might have. She was um... Pregnant with his cub. That um crippled him

Cleon: Crippled is a bit far Sat

Satphire: Am just saying you weren't the same after that.

Cleon: Yeah, well we don't need to talk about Carla

Dui: Ouhh Carla?

Gray: How does she look?

Satphire: There was a picture I took of us on earth. I'll go grab it.

She later returns with the picture of Carla. wishing I wasn't here to hear about my betrayal to Carla all over again.

Gray: Ouhh was that her pops?

Dui: God she had a body!

Gray: Do you think she still looks this good?

Dui: Yeah, what she is now 90 sums, like you pop's? Am down for an old cat. especially if she looks this good

I swear something is wrong with this boy! But then again his Floyd generation. That makes sense.

Johny: Hello old friend

Johny called telepathically

Cleon: After 50 years, why have you called?

I responded uninterested in anything he has to say

Johny: Tomorow is your birthday?

Cleon: Hmm

Johny: I got you a present

Cleon: Johny what do you want?

Johny: Josie told me you became a sour puss over the years but nevertheless I want to give you, my gift. I'll be there in a day or two

Cleon: Bye Johny. Don't call me again.

I hung up the call. Some gift? Psh we haven't talked in forever. I heard his wife died 10 years after the celestial visit. I left my idiot great grandkids out on the porch talking and went inside for a nap. The next day I found Satphire staring at me smiling.

Satphire: Happy birthday baby

I smiled my thanks. She had a big cake with white icing in front of me. Placing it down in front kissing me. The romance got dull over the years, I pulled her closer returning her affection. She seemed to be happy with the response.

Satphire: Do you want some birthday sex?

Cleon: Sure

I know she was the one that wanted to. I pulled her to the bed with me. She smiled wrapping herself on me. I took her down. I didn't enjoy sex like I used to anymore. Maybe it was What happened with Carla

Cleon: Have you reached?

I knew she had already reached. But as for me, it was simply for her pleasure I had sex, not the other way around.

Satphire: Shouldn't you finish?

Cleon: Am good

Satphire: Don't you like my jewel box anymore? You pick and choose when you C*m? As a woman, I must say it bruises my ego

Sigh, she often wonders that. It wasn't her. Deep inside I don't think I made the right choice leaving Carla. But I can never admit that to her, it would bruise more than just her ego. I flipped her over to get on top. Placing her feet to the ceiling I finished, I pulled out haha I don't want any more Grays and Dui running around, Shes a dragon and they live for thousands of years. After we finished, she'd smile so bright. I would smile to let her know she still had my interest. It wasn't even a full hour; I use to last days. Haha I'll keep blaming it on my age. That's right Am sure it had nothing to do with Carla. I got up to get ready for the day. We bathe one another, She wanted some more in the shower, but I wasn't feeling it. I got up to sit on the porch as usual. My knees couldn't handle going up and down the hill again. While trying to dose off for my morning nap. I felt a hand shaking me. Ugh! "Dui I gotta ask your mother about your education!"

I open my eyes to see Johny standing in front of me with Josie, Angela, and Blue. I couldn't believe my eyes; Angela looked the same as when I last saw her. Blue didn't age either, that could only mean Carla looks just as good as when I betrayed her. During my shock, I heard the sweetest voice said," Is that my father?" She came from hiding behind Johny. Johny has aged as I have. She had 3 leopard spots on each cheek, she had the body of a human, 2 whiskers, Hahaha she had my ears, hands, and feet. Her eyes remind me of Carla. She even had a leopard's tail. My baby girl is so gorgeous. Dui and Gray arrived.

Gray: Who are you gorgeous? Some sort of hybrid?

Dui: Ears check, spots only on your cheeks, whiskers, You got paws, but a human body.

Gray: It's Pretty Hot.

Before I could tell them both to shut up Satphire walked out the house looking surprised, she nearly fall overseeing That 19-year-old Girl standing infront of me

Johny: Carla changed the forever sunset which cause her timing to be different from ours.

Cleon: My beautiful girl

I said getting up hugging her. I didn't want to cry but how can I not.

Angela: I promise her on her 19th birthday, I would show her to her father

Cleon: Today is your birthday?

Johny: It's okay you can talk.

He said looking back at her. She simply shook her head "yes" turning red like her mother. That only made me squeeze her harder. She and I shared the same birthday

Gray: pops she's too young for you. Let us show her around

Cleon: She's my daughter

Gray: Dam you cheated on grandma

"Is she who you left mother for?" she asks innocently looking at satphire on the porch. I didn't know how to answer that.

Cleon: Let's sit down and talk, shall we?

She nodded again.

Cleon: How is Carla?

Angela: Haha pist if she knew we came here

Cleon: Haha yeah, she always had a temper.

Johny: It's super-hot.

Cleon: Aren't we a little old to go rounds with her Johny?

Johny: Shoot, am not limp, I got a few rounds in me.

Cleon: Sorry about Gaby dying 40 years ago. I would have come but

Johny: We weren't the best of friends then I get it.

Cleon: You brought me the biggest gift on my birthday.

My daughter looked shocked at my birth date, but she only smiled.

Josie: I have some pictures of her as a small cub

Angela: Oh, and your bag.

"Whenever I ask mom about you, she refuses to talk about you. I know the house you lived in, The club you own, I even got a sense of your style from your closet." She smiled brightly.

"I know you got a whole family and meeting me might not be what you wanted but I wanted to know my father"

Cleon: You don't think I've dreamed of this moment. There is not a day (Sniffed) That passed by I don't think of you and your mother.

She looked rather sad at that statement. Eyes hanging low I ask

Cleon: Did your mother marry?

Angela: No, she said she got burned by fire twice it won't happen again

Cleon: She doesn't know how I wish I could take the hurt I afflicted from her.

There was a portal that appeared. Josie and Angela hide behind Johny as Carla appeared as beautiful as the day, I left her.

Carla: Jessica! I swear I take my eyes off you for 2 minutes, ugh! You'll follow Johny anywhere.

When She notice Where she was, she stopped talking.

Her breast looked so plumped in that queenly dress. She had her hair long but curly. Her body as always got better and thicker after each kid. Man, she takes my breath away. I stared for a while no one said anything. Even her lashes grew.

Jessica: Ay manmi, please don't be mad, I had to know where I came from. It's my birthday today, May I have this one visit, please.

Carla: Jessica let's go!

She said ignoring me standing right in front of her.

Jessica: Mom, please.

She said crying.

Blue: Mom

Blue always knows what to say to calm his mother's anger.

Blue: These are Josies generation

He said pointing at Gray and Dui

Dui: Hey, bro I think she's the chick from the picture Grandma showed us.

Gray: Is it wrong for me to be this hard right now?

Dui: Dude?

Gray: Am sick. I know!

They're Stupid!

Carla: Um Hi

She said calming down.

Gray: What are you?

Carla: I guess, Am your grandmother

Dui: No, I mean did God send you because man, your everything I've longed for.

God, why did they visit today! So, embarrassing. What is wrong with them that's their great-grandmother?

Gray: Am sure God had me in mind when he created you.

She looked uncomfortable with these comments. Honestly guys this is appalling.

Dui: I'll disclaim all right to Josie and Floyd if we would end up together.

Gray: Haha good one bro I got to use that one.

Carla didn't seem to amuse

Cleon: 50 years!?

Carla: I have nothing to say, when your done Jessica call me and I'll portal you over.

Cleon: No! You're not closing me out again. We're going to talk.

I created chains made out of the hottest fire I could conquer.

Cleon: You cast me out of my child's life. Do you have any idea what that did to me?

Carla: (Ugh)

She said Struggling to break the chain.

Carla: I thought I allowed you to live your happy ever ending!

Cleon: Happy? Do you think am happy?

Carla: Yes, isn't she who you wanted?

How can she talk as if she wasn't affected by this too? I pulled the chain closer to me. We were both face to face now. She still smells like scented flowers.

Cleon: You cut ties like I meant nothing to you

Carla: You had sex with her when we were still going strong, and let's be honest I never let you starve in that department. For Pete's sake, Cleon you proposed to me. I thought...

Cleon: Tell me!

Carla: I thought you wanted this as much as I did.

Cleon: I did, I mean I do want you; I will always want you Carla.

Being this close to her again made all senses work to their full degree. It was so hard. I forgot how hard I use to get when I wanted to enjoy someone.

Carla: Don't. Am not doing this again Cleon.

She uses ice to break my fire chain.

Carla: Goodbye Cleon

She made a portal and I rush to it to stop it Before it closes. I needed to hold her again even if she would kill me in the process. If it's by her hands. It's fine! I hate that satphire is watching all this, but she had me and I can't break free off her nor do I want to.

Cleon: Carla, please! Please don't leave me! not again Please!

She turned to me with tears in her eyes. She still cares for me. I ran to the portal she created trying to hold her one more time. Am old and gray though one thing that never waiver was my feelings for her. Ever since I met her that night, she had my heart. When I couldn't have her because Johny said "She's his" I transferred my feelings to the next best things. When I was on earth, I slept with so many girls who looks or came close to Carla. I didn't even know what I was doing until my soul finally rest when she slept quietly by my side.

Cleon: Please, Carla don't leave me! F*ck I love you so much! Please...

I screamed. I felt a kiss on my forehead.

Carla: Babe, get up... It's just a dream.

Seeing her in that red dress from the celestial party, I was in the same room again. so, I dreamt it all?

Carla: Why do you keep screaming my name like that? haha You was like "Oh Carla, I love you, don't leave me, I love you so much" hahaha

She had a bowl of popcorn in her hands. While making stupid faces swearing that's how I look in my sleep.

Cleon: Was I that entertaining that you went to grab popcorn?

Carla: Hahaha

She laughed guiltily. I love her so much. If I didn't know her worth then, after that dream, I know it now.

Carla: Hey

Cleon: Your period ended, and we should make passionate love to each other? what?

I said cutting her off

Carla: Um no, I still got a soldier bleeding out down there...

Cleon: Hahaha

Did she compare her Jewel box to a soldier wounded in battle? I didn't see that coming Hahaha. I wonder if God knows how much I love her.