One could see the line down the block haha I was soo happy.
I walked in all the waitresses at their place, Good job Gazella
Jack was at his station, Octo too, Ala was up in the deck haha am soo happy.
Satphire: Open the door!
People was picking if they wanted humid or cold. The music was beautiful, my sister was dressed in all white. I walked upstairs Ala was having a great time with the audience, their was no need for music. The night was a success. I stayed upstairs, Ala was funy and very entertaining, walking downstairs I seen Carla, Johny, GC at the front door.
Gazella: Am sorry they are new Carla. She's one of the owners you idiot. Follow me I'll informed Satphire your here.
Carla: It's fine.
She let them to the humid side. Cleon wasn't there.
Knowledge: How is it going?
I was happy to see him So I huged him.
Knowledge: Your dad is coming
Satphire: He came?
Knowledge: Yeah
Satphire: Okay, Phew how do I look
Knowledge: Beautiful
I smile my thanks as I went to meet with my friends at their table. When Carla seen me she ran to me.
Carla: This place is gorgeous
Satphire: Hahah I know right?
I did miss her crazy self.
Johny: Hey
GC: Haha it's something.
Satphire: I have some time
Carla: Let me sit next to you
She said changing her seat.
Satphire: Haha you don't need to.
Carla: Yes I do.
Then Cleon came and sit by Johny. I see why she switch places.
Cleon: Evening everyone. Restaurant kept me busy
Satphire: Hey
Remembering what knowledge told me to do.
Johny: How are you?
Cleon: Am alive so am greatful
Johny: How did it feel to be Uncle slave?
Carla: Johny!
GC: Inappropriate
Cleon: Um well my soul was twisted and my will was stolen from me so um not great
Johny: Dam
Cleon: I um
He said looking up at me then looked away
Cleon: I saw everything, but I felt like the more I try to stop it the further away I got.
Satphire: Excuse me I um... need to check on something.
I rush out the door. Than I saw my mother next to my father looking as beautiful as I remembered.
Satphire: Mom?
Mom: You better go back over there and finish what you started. If your done than be done, but if your not fix it.
Satphire: But mom he...
Mom: Your dad told me. It wasn't him. For him to still cry for you when his soul is twisted, that man loves you. Wether you choose Knowledge or Cleon I will be happy if your happy.
Dad: Ahem.. Yes what your mother said.
Mom: Go, Watchu looking at me for?
I walk back over to the table.
Satphire: Cleon can we talk?
Cleon: Sure
I walked in the office located in the humid side. I was trying to find a way to start.
Satphire: I am not weak
Cleon: Yes I know that
Satphire: It was two guys on one female
Cleon: Yes, I know
Satphire: Cleon! Look at me Dam it?
Cleon: Yes
Satphire: I am not okay, I faint weeks at a time. I cry when I think about You. You betrayed us Cleon
Cleon: Yeah, I know
Satphire: I hate you
I said hitting his chest. He just stood there looking down with his hands in his pocket..
Satphire: You are so weak
Cleon: Sure
Satphire: You are a coward
Cleon: Sure
Satphire: Dam it cleon fight back
Cleon: I didn't fight when it counts why should I try now? I won't even dream of you forgiving me.
Satphire: Your just AHHHH!!
Cleon: I went and did the divorce papers, You will get 50 percent of everything Or you can take everything if that makes you feel better ill start over.
Satphire: Why are you soo weak?
Cleon: Phire I..
Satphire: Don't call me that until you've earned it
I walked out the office. He was soo f*cking weak! I didn't want to be there anymore. I told Gazella to lock up, I left. Arriving in my room I took all my clothes off. At One point being naked was comforting, I change that for him. I laid down so hard rufling the covers under me. I felt better about talking to him but I still had so much things to say to him, he seems to be going through it too. After a while knowledge came home. Dam it am naked under here!
Knowledge: Hey so guess what?
Satphire: What?
I said sinking more under the bed covers.
Knowledge: Wait you first, how did
the talk with cleon go?
Satphire: He didn't have any reason. He was just weak
Knowledge: Even I wasn't a match for my uncle
Satphire: Does that make it okay?
Knowledge: No, but both of yall have trauma of your own.
Satphire: Well he didn't have someones small penis constantly inside of you. God I swear I hate penises
Knowledge: Hmm
Satphire: Ugh he didn't have someone constantly climbing on top of you releasing his juice in you.
Knowledge: No but he did see his unborn die. It does something to a man's pride knowing we was there when the woman we love needed him the most yet he did nothing.
Satphire: Your saying to give him another shot? Ugh
Knowledge: Am saying.. He have the same nightmares you been having. "Calling your name, Screaming to get off his wife, I'll save you satphire, am here am coming dam it!"
Satphire: Your Cleon expressions are horrible
Knowledge: Your naked?
He said lifting the covers to put his feet under it.
Satphire: Yeah it relaxes me does it bother you?
He stared at me for a while as if he had something to say but didn't know how to say it.
Knowledge: No
Satphire: Will you hold me again. I'll talk to cleon tomorrow.
His eyes looked at me with so much sadness.
Knowledge: I can't good night.
He said getting off the bed and leaving.. What was his problem? The next morning he was nowhere to be found, I guess he left. I got ready and head to Cleon's house. Sigh I remember this house. I got married here, Watch my kids grow here, As I walk to the door I see all the memories I hold dear to my heart. I knock politely. He opens the door, Surprised to see me.
I went inside He took a seat on the table, The table where I would cook him his breakfast before heading to work, I use to feed my kids, The table we would make love on sometimes, Now look at us avoiding eye contact with eachother too ashame to know where to start healling. He had his hands folded across his face. I can't help but to remember the good times we had. Our laughter in this house. The time when work kept him from me days at a time, feeling my heart bursting until I was able to hold him again. Being away from him made me feel as though I couldn't breathe. Now I couldn't stand his scent anywhere around me. The feeling itself was enough to freeze a beating heart. The dark brown eyes that use to tell me how much he loves me was being drifted away from me. My eyes who once adored everything this man do was forgetting why I loved him so much. Now I see weaknesses. We sat in silence for hours. Noone tried to explain to the other why we couldn't protected us. Like a fragile egg we seen our yoke. After several hours of not looking directly at him I decided to leave. We are splattered eggs on the floor no Kingsman or king horses could fix us after falling from such.. a high...wall.
Cleon: Um would you like some hot cocoa
Back on earth He introduced me to hot cocoa, After a long day of us not fully getting along he would make us hot cocoa. Something about that chocolaty taste remove the bad taste of the day in your mouth But hot chocolate wasn't going to fix egg yokes. It was as if the yellow part was our heart scattered all over the floor. "F*ck your hot cocoa" I thought. He got up and started to make it. I never said yes or no but I stayed. He came back and hand me my cup. Looking outside right now this would be the time I brought him lunch at the castle. My food wasn't better than the dinning room food but I wanted to see him even if it's for a brief moment. Someday I would wished he would stay home for him to sleep by my side some more But the sun will rise and I would get that kiss goodbye. Thinking of our memories made me cry. I didn't intend to; I couldn't hold it back any more. I was strong I know that, but I didn't need to be infront of him. He finally looked at me. Those big brown eyes of his, He didn't approach he just looks down like a man who had a untold story.
Satphire: I had one of these after the teacher almost..
Cleon: Yes, I remember
Satphire: You came in there so heroic to save me..
Cleon: Yeah I know
Satphire: At that time
Cleon: My soul wasn't twisted and my will was my own
Satphire: At the party remember?
Cleon: Yes I remember
Satphire: You saved me again than I had another one of these cocoa.
Cleon: Yes
I decided not to talk anymore I havent drunk my hot cocoa, tears kept falling into the glass. I felt as though I was hit by a truck, left in the street in million pieces Noone saved me. yet in his eyes I could see he had it worst. I got up
Cleon: Are you...
I walked upstairs to our bedroom. The shame was brought on; on a bed just like this one. My secrets was told to the world on a matress that could never understand how dry, broken, untasteful, undesirable I felt. My clothes was still in the closet, My slippers haven't been moved or worn, I give birth to his beautiful children in this room, I constantly said no to my children ridiculous requests here in this room, like "mom can we go roll on the dirt? Mom I found a worm can I eat it? Mom dad is drinking out the water hose can I drink?" Cats, grow up so fast. I could see myself packing agreeing to go with him to the school, Noone forced me than. His scent interrupted my thoughts along with my memories. He came and sat next to me on the bed. I couldn't move, I was still frighten of a man who claim to love me, who I trusted with everything, A man I can't see myself without. If I don't fix it will I be waiting at my big ice castle hoping he comes home for lunch? Sigh if I don't have the strength to fix our broken pieces will I regret it? "space and time rewind for me" His shoulders touch my pale whitish skin, It felt like needles passing by me, I fool myself not to hurt. I hated him yet he was the only one I love, Love feels like a cruel joke now. When he place that ring on my finger after Jeremy marriage was annulled, "I won" I thought. Promising myself to never let him go no matter what, He was mine right? The bed didn't look like anybody slept on it, I couldn't sleep much either but knowledge got me through it
Cleon: What would make you feel better? Do you want the house?
Sigh I remember how happy we once were with each other. We would glow undeniable amounts. I know then he was proud that I was his wife. Here in Instalaxia beings don't just glow out of pleasure they glow with satisfaction. I couldn't stand sitting next to him my nerve was getting the best of me so I stood up. He didn't look up he kept looking down on the ground. I took off my clothes revealing to him and only him my scars and bruises. I was bleeding inside but I couldn't fix it. I tried joking it away, laughing it away, or even being ablivious to what was happening inside of me.
Cleon: If your hot I can turn on the air.
I looked at him with so much resentment. You took something from me, Something that was God giving!
Satphire: You hurt me Cleon, You was surpose to be my knight and shiny armor, I waited 4 weeks as this man take advantage of me again and again and again. You were there!!
Cleon: I..
Satphire: He bruised me Cleon, My body bled but not because you killed my child but because my body rejected him. Everytime he would cum in me I almost bled to death. We have years of marriage but in one month I wished I never met you. I wish I deny that mission on earth?
Cleon: How do I make amends?
Satphire: I don't know if I can heal properly Cleon jewls. This event will leave a scar forever.
Cleon: I...
Satphire: You took my worth on a cold and hard mattress. I want you to give it back, Give me back what you stole.
Cleon: I ..
Satphire: I want my strength back, I want to breathe wether you are here or not. I want my dignity and pride back. I don't want you to tell me you don't know how, figure it out! I can't leave here without it.
He nodded and helped me undress, To undo the past sometimes it needs to be reenact. I felt tattoos of the event written on me. His hands that was once soothing was still crushing my heart. He kissed my invisible scars as if they were displayed infront of him. Like a mother trying to make her child feel better. With each kiss I felt his sin being a toned.
Cleon: Where else would you like for me to make you feel better?
Satphire: Thats all I can take right now. Thank you
I put my clothes back on and left.
##GC##
I flew down to let cleon know telepathically Carla requested him at the castle, He nodded his agreement, We flew to the castle.
Johny: How is Satphire?
Cleon: Strong
Johny: I understand
He walked us to the general meeting in the meeting room. Cleon mind was obviously somewhere else.
Carla: Twin your back?
Honestly I can't believe that's what we are going with? Carla and her stupid ideas.
Knowledge: Do you think I should take the baby away?
GC: I'm going to start putting you in the ignored list.
Knowledge: Haha alright I'll leave you alone. If Satphire chooses to come back to the school don't deny her okay?
GC: Dont put her in my class
Knowledge: Stop, she's a fantastic student
GC: Your disgusting
Knowledge: I wasn't initiating that.
I hung up and follow through with the meeting. After the meeting Cleon wanted to make amends with Satphire, no surprise there. I was tired of him asking me questions so I flew to satphires restaurant. Walking in
Satphire mom: Let me sing in your club baby?
Satphire: Mom...
Satphire mom: Come on!
Then her dad came stumbling through the door. Satphire mom was beauty redefined, Her face could make any man weak, she look like satphire but 10x prettier, Her body was shape almost like Carla, she had thighs for days. I see why the dad is a complete fool around her.
Satphire mom: Help me convince my daughter for me to sing? I could do a mother and daughter solo
She said Looking at me like I cared.
Satphire: I don't sing
Satphire mom: I know that Daughter, Seing how you designed this place you got your dad artistry.
She was walking but I couldn't get my eyes off her, she moved one thigh after another. She was so seductive without even trying.
Satphire Dad: Babe I said am sorry what else can I do?
Satphire: Wait if your not talking about me who are you talking about?
Satphire mom: I have two child
Satphire: Didn't my sibling die?
Satphire mom: Is that what that devious woman told you? Future is alive and well. Her child was stillborn not mine.
Satphire: Wait, Furture is your daughter?
Satphire Mom: Duh You guys look Identical?
GC: That makes alot of sense
##Satphire##
Satphire: What did you do?
Looking at my dad
Mom: He married 5 wives
Satphire: Oh that
Mom: Why are you such a hoe joel?
Did she just call my dad a hoe?
Am cirious to see how my dad handles this?
Dad: Yeah, well you were alive and did not tell me.
Mom: Ugh Your disgusting. You pleasure all these ladies? Am not about to share female juice with all 5 females. I'll take a status before that hapend.
Dad: I waited all this time for another man to enjoy you?
Mom: Seems so
She said nodding her head.
Mom: Can I audition here?
GC: Haha sure
I look back at her, I don't like to include family members in my private business. My mom started this soulful song. Dam it! How can she sooth your soul with basic words. I see where my sister get it from now. Wow! I can't just not hire her, I needed a singer Angel couldn't do every thing on his own
Satphire: Fine, but am not paying you.
Mom: I love singing I don't need money for it.
I was trying to get stuff Ready without people interrupting my every move.
Mom: Baby I sent your stuff to your husband place.
Satphire: Why?
Mom: Because your a wife
Satphire: Don't do stupid things without asking me. Get them back
Mom: Why?
Satphire: Mom get them back
Mom: Fine, Joel I want that lady out of my castle.
After a long day I was tired. These dam customers wanted to compliment everything to the owner. It was another full house tonight. Flying down I heard my mom arguing with my evil step mother
Mom: You made my daughter life a living Hell and you stole my other child.
Step mom: I can't be cast out I have no where to go?
Dad: Honey maybe it's too late to be casting out people?
Mom: No, her child was stillborn she can't be your status.
Future: She is the only mother I ever known. Please don't send her away Dad, is like you sending me away too.
Mom: Dont be so dramatic. She knows the rules.
Future: She is my mother.
Mom: Am your mother
Future: I don't know you
Mom: Regardless
I was enjoying this but I knew better, Hate it when my heart makes me do things I clearly don't want to do. My stepmother was on the floor crying With her bags tossed open. My dad clearly felt bad, My grandfather was shaking his head but didn't say nothing. I bend down picking up her stuff stuffing them back in the bags and suit cases that was poorly made.
Satphire: Go back to sleep step mother.
Mom: Where is she going back to sleep??
She said standing infront of us pist beyond anger
Satphire: Future recognized her as a mother. Do what you want but you will not make my sister feel like how I felt years ago! Now move!
Mom: Where do you get your anger from?
Satphire: Mom I love you but take Dad for who he is. Man nearly drove himself crazy trying to forget you with different girls. You should renew your covenant, Unless your really done with him, If you are stop toying with him.
Mom: But...
Satphire: The oldest have spoken now kiss him.
She look so pist but she leaned in and kiss my dad. Than I open my eyes she knew what I meant. She grab my dad hands and went inside..
Future: I forgot the right your family gives you as a married woman. Plus you are the oldest.
Satphire: Yeah my clan do take heed to the oldest.
Future: Thank you big sister
Satphire: You welcome
Stepmother: Thank you and...
Satphire: I still hate you ....
Stepmother: I..
Satphire: But I love you at the same time.