~Soliloquy~

"I've been waiting. It's excruciating. Nerve-racking.

I've been suffering. Not justly.

But not quietly. This suffering burns through me every time I hear that one name; the name whose bearer wrapped barbed wires of agony around my chest.

I've been hurting.

It's something slow, something suffocating.

But it keeps the fire within me alive.

Her absence, it pinches a long dead part within me,

a part which people all around have given up hope on.

They say, that it's her absence which has made me a beast.

Made the warmth of fire die in my heart,

leaving me stone cold, leaving me… dangerous.

But they don't understand,

that what I am, that what I'm doing,

it is for their own good.

Because although I've been waiting,

a long, long time,

I've been patient.

And all I need,

is one chance.

Just one, and all will be the way it should…

…I've been waiting, but I won't be for long."