Ai Zhiyi frowned as soon as Wang Shu said that. He didn't interrupt but waited for the woman to continue very patiently amidst the explosion of emotions.
While Wang Shu closed her eyes and took a deep breath before she continued, "I wasn't ready. Not just because I was disappointed, but because I wasn't ready for the presence of the child. As I said, I was stupid at the time, but I've never hated my child. If I'd hated him, I could have had an abortion the first time I found out I was pregnant. But, the proof is, that I never did it. I'm afraid to regret it. Even though, now, I still regret that I neglected my child."
Wang Shu paused for a moment, while Ai Zhiyi remained silent in front of him with a glimpse of emotion.
When Wang Shu expressed her feelings, she gradually felt a little relieved. She thought that if she couldn't be honest with others, at least she could be honest with herself, and now she was doing it.
