A deafening sound of thunder growled to the heavens scaring all the tiny creatures into their habitants.
On the desolate bridge settled two women facing each other, neither of them giving mind to the heavy rain that harshly soaked them,
One of the two women sat on an old wheelchair, her one tyre at the edge of the slightly damage part of the bridge, while the other woman took menacing steps towards her.
"Remember this very well Su Ruoyan, I am doing you a great favor by finishing you off so easily,
You know, sooner or later someone else was still going to kill you or maybe even do it in a more humiliating or painful way, But how could I let my chance go just like that, I can't wait to stain my hands with your blood ." Su Yewanwan sneered proudly,
Fresh warm tears ran down Ruoyan's pale cheeks, her worn out eyes focused on the furious woman standing unharmed before her,
All of her movements and speech harbored unconditional hatred for her entire existence.
Every time Ruoyan experienced this moment, it seemed so unrealistic, it was like a bad dream that she couldn't wake up from, the pain she received each time was like painless needles being pricked in her skull, the circle of death ever so unending.
"Why Yewanwan, why hate me so much?" her voice was just like a silent whisper but a enough to be heard.
Su Yewanwan let out a vicious laugh and stared at the crippled woman that she had once 'called' sister how pitiful,
'She was just a pathetic woman stuck in her wheelchair for a lifetime, Su Ruoyan was now just a lost shell of her of old self maybe she should show her some mercy by ending her misery,
Su Yewanwan's eyes shone with mockery before she said the same words that Ruoyan had come to memorize like a beautiful song, "Why, Are you asking me why, it's because you are a jinx, a dirty curse in the Su family, Everyone wants you dead, I hate you so much that's why I made sure that you're stuck on that disgusting wheelchair for life, I despise your existence, now with you out of the picture we can finally have some peace and I can have back all the happiness you stole from me,"
It was the same little girl that Ruoyan had once thought of as a best friend, a sister.
Those heart twisting words were nothing offensive or hurtful to Ruoyan because she had heard them a good number of times, with her executioner conveying the same smugness each time before she condemns her to death, that same awful expression had become her greatest nightmare, the fury, jealousy and anger it harbored.
"Oh, farewell sister, I hope we shall meet again, in hell," Yewanwan whispered in her sister's ear sweetly, looking at her straight in the eyes, and those last words always came with a knife in her chest and a harsh push,
She was falling, once more in the same river that she had become so amicable with it was a like second dwelling, the unending repetition of Memories and tenderness of her soul being seized out of her body there it comes again,
But this time it never came instead she felt so light and warm, it was identical to flying in with the clouds, the harmony within so delicate and refreshing as the despicable sensation of being suffocated no more, her lazy eyes brawl to at least catch a glimpse of the day light only to be bestow with a blurry sight,
As an heavy shadow blocks her source of light then she feels the delicate softness on her lips blowing air into her dyeing lungs, the strong arm placed under her knees and another on the back of her dainty neck, her body is pulled out of the water and then she is brought in to safe arms,
Ruoyan glimpses at the blurry physique of her savior, the long lost hope blossoming within her,
"Pl…please he-lp …me," she let out a rough whisper before her world went blank, going as dark as her old tortured soul.
"Su Ruoyan you are not good enough,"
"I am sorry, Ruoyan I can't continue this engagement I don't love you, I love Shen Zhi,"
"You are just not good enough for me, I can't be stuck with a crippled woman for the rest of my life,"
"I feel so much shame to have birthed such a useless child like you,"
"From this day on I disown you, You are no longer a daughter of mine, you and the Su family cut ties, we are no longer your family,"
"I hate you, I despise your existence,"
"I never loved you, you're just a stepping stone for me,"
"Ruoyan you are worthless, you don't deserve to be my daughter, you don't deserve to be a daughter in a prestigious family like the Su,"
"Su Ruoyan die, just die, you are just a waste of space, the world doesn't need you, no one in this world wants you around,"
"Go to hell, no one will cry or miss you even if you die a thousand times, you shall forever ensue forgotten."
It was like an alarm reminder of her unending mystery, bringing all the past pain fresh in her mind, the unending darkness was her only way to seek comfort.
"Beep, beep," she heard the restate sound beat as loud as her heart, her eyes immediately open just to be blinded by the harsh brightness of the extent, she hurriedly closes them, straight away as her eyes try adjust to the light again, she catches the extravagant interior of her environment,
It was so unfamiliar and exotic from the usual place she had always woken up,
Was she reborn for the eighth time? Just to repeat the same pitiful fate again, was it going to just ensue another lifetime of failure and humiliation, was she just going to face the cruelty again, to be condemned by the same people who brought her eternal misery?
"You're awake," a deep yet unfamiliar voice interrupted her thoughts of herself pitying, startling the anxiety within, her eyes immediately run to the source of unfamiliarity, in which she was met with the same ignorance,
In Su Ruoyan's sight a very handsome or maybe the most handsome man Ruoyan had ever laid eyes on in all her past lives, he sat by her bedside his motionless grey eyes staring back at her tenderly,
"Who are you?" she whispered, was it an Angel or she was now seeing things.