[When will I remember my past?]
Even I am unable to tell. There are parts locked away so deep and protected by a power that I can't get past without triggering its protective mechanisms. You have been touched by a deity, Syryn. Did you know that?
Another indication to Syryn that he was no normal person. Right now though, only Rowan mattered.
[No, but thanks for telling me. Rowan must know something about it. Give me something, sage. A small morsel. I want to remember Rowan even if it's just an image of him eating breakfast.]
I'm afraid I cannot. It has to be all or nothing. I can make you remember but at the cost of never having access to what is hidden. If I don't remove the protection on it, nobody else can.
[But the deity can, right? Since they were the one that hid it.]
Yes. So do you want to forego the chance to have access to it? I am ready to return your memories if you wish to have them.