Pt 3
Thinking Out Loud
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When I looked him in his eyes I saw the person I was still very much in love with. I had to play that shit off. Those are the same eyes I used to get lost in. At the same time I'm thinking how in the world we ended up here. Deep down inside I already knew the answer. Deep down inside I wanted it to happen. I actually wanted to see him. I wanted him to see me living. I'm not home crying over you.
At least not tonight. Lol. Truth is I do at times get in my feelings. I'm human. I cry and think about him all the time. It's a totally different feeling when you're staring your "problem" in the face. Liquid courage and a brave face definitely helps in these situations. But what do I know..I'm just thinking out loud.