The next very second I got another warning message.
Now I understood they were watching my moves. I couldn't do anything. Next month, finally the doctor changed medicine.
which didn't cause much of a problem.
but it increased my addiction to medicine. It made me not want to live my life without medicine for a second.
I don't know why they are using us as an experimental tool. Day by Day they increased the treatment which made me lose my memory frequently. I, Who was always first in everything, now became a loser and comes last in everything. I was appreciated for my intelligence by many teachers when I was young and before joining the university but now I have become a coward. I managed not to reveal the truth.
Now I have lost my memory of what my mom looks like.
After entering the University I wasn't able to go out of the university or drop out. it's was impossible. I felt I was arrested.
- Amanda.
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Dear Risa,
