"Even if we're divorced, we still grew up together as childhood sweethearts."
Qin Che tried to find a reasonable explanation for his thoughts.
But his words did not satisfy Jiang Mu. Jiang Mu shook her head and said, "So what if we were childhood sweethearts? I used to think we were childhood sweethearts. I understood you better than anyone else and was suitable for you. Even if you didn't love me, as long as you didn't have anyone else in your heart, we could be together. But what happened? I was still wrong."
As Jiang Mu spoke, tears slowly welled up in her eyes.
She looked at Qin Che deeply, closed her eyes, and another line of tears fell.
Qin Che frowned.
Jiang Mu stepped on the accelerator and drove away.
Qin Che quickly turned around and drove his car to catch up.
Jiang Mu drove here just now and deliberately went around to this building so that Qin Che could see her. Anyway, Qin Che didn't know where she parked the car before.
Qin Che chased out of the community and could still see the rear of Jiang Mu's car from a distance.
This was also because Jiang Mu was driving slowly, deliberately waiting for him, and she happened to encounter a red light.
It seems more reasonable that Qin Che could catch up with Jiang Mu.
Qin Che drove all the way to the hotel.
Seeing Jiang Mu enter the hotel, Qin Che thought for a moment, took out a hat and scarf from the car, put them on, and covered half of his face with the scarf before following her in.
Jiang Mu knew that Qin Che had been following her, but when she entered the elevator and was about to press the elevator door closing button, Qin Che suddenly stretched out his hand to block the elevator door.
Jiang Mu looked at him in surprise: "You... why did you follow me?"
Qin Che didn't say anything, and he couldn't explain why he followed.
Jiang Mu frowned, "If you and I appear here like this and are seen by others, we will both be in trouble."
"Now is not the time to talk about this. I'm already here." Qin Che knew all this, and he also felt that he was very impulsive today.
Jiang Mu's eyes were a little red and she looked very depressed. Seeing her like this, Qin Che did not regret following her.
When the elevator reached the floor Jiang Mu wanted to go to, it stopped.
Neither of them moved.
The elevator door was about to close, and the arrow indicated that it was going back downstairs. Jiang Mu reached out and pressed the door-opening button, "Let's go out first."
Qin Che: "Yeah."
The two got out of the elevator. Jiang Mu took out the room card, looked at the room number, and then walked forward.
Qin Che walked beside her and saw Jiang Mu use the room card to open the door. Countless possibilities came to his mind.
At this moment, Jiang Mu raised her eyes and looked at him.
Those eyes were full of affection, with a hint of complaint in the charm, and the red eyes revealed fragility and grievance.
Qin Che suddenly felt a tingling sensation in his heart that spread to every part of his body.
Jiang Mu whispered, "Do you want to come in?"
Qin Che stared at Jiang Mu without saying anything.
Jiang Mu didn't ask any more questions. She turned around and went into the room, but did not close the door.
Qin Che followed her in, and after Jiang Mu inserted the room card, the lights in the room immediately came on.
"Do you have anything to say?"
Jiang Mu stood by the door, leaning against the wall, and spoke in a soft voice.
Qin Che didn't know what he wanted to say.
His heart was still conflicted.
Jiang Mu took a deep breath, reached out and held his hand and said, "I told you that if you don't love me, don't show up in front of me, but you followed me. Does this mean that you have me in your heart, too? Right?"
Before Qin Che could say anything, Jiang Mu suddenly hugged him.
"I knew it. I knew you wouldn't be so heartless." Jiang Mu's aggrieved and fragile voice made people feel distressed.
As Jiang Mu spoke, she mocked Qin Che in her heart.
What a stupid man, so indecisive that he doesn't even know what he wants and yet he still wants her to take the initiative. It's really annoying.
But that's okay. For men like him who don't know how to take the initiative, let me teach you how to be a good man.
You have never even had the experience of being in love?
You are still an idiot in relationships, right? You are still an actor, can you act like one? You can't act out the heart-wrenching feeling of a broken heart, right?
It doesn't matter. Next time you encounter such a situation, you will be able to express your true feelings.
…..
When Jiang Mu hugged Qin Che, Qin Che's body stiffened for a moment.
When Jiang Mu stood on tiptoe, put her arms around his neck and kissed his lips, his heartbeat was like thunder, and he could hear it clearly.
He subconsciously wanted to refuse, but Jiang Mu's tongue had already entered.
Qin Che did not push Jiang Mu away, because this kiss seemed to be what he had been looking forward to for a long time. Since that night, he had been waiting for this touch.
That itchy feeling of excitement came back again.
After the last time, he always remembered this feeling, and sometimes even dreamed about it.
Qin Che couldn't help himself. Under Jiang Mu's initiative, he went from being passive in the beginning to gradually becoming accommodating, and finally became very proactive.
Jiang Mu just kissed him lightly, but Qin Che's reaction was greater than she had imagined.
Qin Che, who had little experience, could only imagine this as filming a kissing scene, but he was more involved and excited than any other time.
His body was like a pot of boiling water, about to boil.
Even his heartbeat was getting faster and faster.
Jiang Mu's kiss tasted of sweet strawberry, which might be related to the fact that Jiang Mu had eaten a lot of strawberries at his house before. The sweet juice made his head swell, and he longed for deeper penetration and more.
With the little bit of rationality left in him, he wanted to push Jiang Mu away, but Jiang Mu had no intention of stopping.
She had only achieved half of her goal and was about to succeed. How could she let go of the big fish at such a critical moment?
Qin Che has been cold and stiff for so many years, with a hypocritical mask. His gentleness towards outsiders is only a more distant coldness. His indifference in front of Jiang Mu is also his usual character. Even in front of Qin's mother, he is introverted and taciturn, and even his desires are pitifully few, as if he was born to be pure and not care about love.
Even though acting allowed him to come into contact with many people and things, it did not change his personality. Trying to be another person made him become even colder after he left the acting state.
Until recently, he felt that another side of himself that had been hidden deep inside suddenly emerged.
From that night on, another side of his character began to emerge.
Now, it was magnified little by little, and the feeling of desire being released gave Qin Che an unprecedented sense of novelty.
When their kiss became confused and their consciousness was out of control, they had already done everything they should and shouldn't do.
When it came to the last step, the taut string in Qin Che's heart completely broke.
A dark light flashed across his eyes, and he looked at Jiang Mu deeply, feeling a strange feeling.
This is much more real than the feeling in the dream. He just doesn't want to face it these days and doesn't dare to admit it. In fact, he has wanted to do this for a long time.
After all, there is no difference between 1 and 100. Once the beginning is made, the day when the dam breaks will foreshadow Qin Che's total collapse.
…..
The next day, Qin Che slept until after eight o'clock before opening his eyes.
It was already bright outside at this time, but the curtains were drawn and the room was still dark, as if it was still night.
But Jiang Mu did not lie in his arms.
Qin Che still remembered what happened last night, so the first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to look for Jiang Mu.
As a result, he saw Jiang Muan sitting quietly half a meter away from him, leaning on the pillow, covered with a quilt, and lowering her head to send a message.
She was only wearing a suspender top, with her white shoulders and arms completely exposed. Her hair was loose and a little messy, with bangs, but she exuded a lazy and charming sexiness.
She found Qin Che awake and smiled at him, "You're awake, did you sleep well?"
Jiang Mu's reaction was beyond Qin Che's expectations.
It was as if last night was not the first time they had done it, and her attitude was too nonchalant.
Shouldn't she be shy?
Qin Che: "Yeah, what are you doing?"
Jiang Mu smiled without even raising her eyelids: "Replying to the message."
Qin Che felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't figure out what Jiang Mu was thinking at this moment.
He couldn't say the words he had prepared. He originally wanted to say that they would remarry after a while, but Jiang Mu didn't seem to care.
She clearly said she loved him affectionately last night.
In fact, Jiang Mu was messaging Xie Qianqian.
Xie Qianqian knew that she went to celebrate Qin Che's mother's birthday yesterday, so she asked her if she saw Qin Che.
At that time, she was still at Qin's mother's house and replied that she had seen it.
Later, she didn't have time to check her phone, so she didn't reply to Xie Qianqian.
After waking up, she saw many messages from Xie Qianqian, so she replied a few words and told her that she and Qin Che had already slept.
Xie Qianqian didn't believe it at first.
Jiang Mu didn't waste any time and directly took two pictures of Qin Che's sleeping face and sent them to Xie Qianqian.
Xie Qianqian took a long time to reply: [ Fuck, I was just lying on the bed and the phone hit me in the face. ]
[ It hurts, but this is too exciting. Are you two just sleeping like this? ]
Jiang Mu: [ Yes, as you can see. ]
Xie Qianqian: [ It seems that I really misunderstood Qin Che. ]
Jiang Mu: [ What's the misunderstanding? ]
Xie Qianqian: [ I misunderstood him as a gay. ]
Jiang Mu: [ Hmm... maybe he's bisexual. ]
Xie Qianqian: [ You are the best. ]
Jiang Mu smiled. Qin Che happened to wake up at this time, but she didn't put down her phone and continued to chat with Xie Qianqian.
Qin Che frowned slightly, lifted the quilt and looked at the sheets. There were traces of wiping on the sheets. It was quite messy and awkward last night. He cleaned it up before going to bed. He didn't think too much about it at the time, but now thinking about it, he always felt that something was wrong.
This didn't seem to be Jiang Mu's first time.
Qin Che actually thought it was impossible. Jiang Mu had always liked him since childhood and there had never been any other man around her.
He thought about it and felt that he was being too suspicious. There was no need to doubt such an impossible thing. This would also show his lack of trust in Jiang Mu.
So he thought about his words and decided to talk to Jiang Mu about remarriage.
As a result, he just opened his mouth.
Jiang Mu also called his name at the same time.
"Jiang Mu."
"Qin Che, I..."
Jiang Mu asked: "What's wrong?"
Qin Che: "I will be responsible for you. Let's find a time to remarry."
When Jiang Mu heard this, she did not show the happiness and excitement that Qin Che thought she would.
Her expression changed slightly, "Qin Che, let's forget about remarrying."
Qin Che was stunned. He looked at Jiang Mu and had a bad feeling in his heart.
Jiang Mu: "I have something to tell you."
Qin Che: "What's the matter?"
Jiang Mu: "Actually, I've done it with other people before with you. This isn't my first time."
Qin Che: ...
Qin Che's face turned gloomy and ugly. He was silent for a moment and asked in a cold voice: "Who are you with?"