"Why aren't you eating?" Didi finally asked after trying to ignore. "It doesn't suit your taste..?"
"No. its not like that.. I just don't feel hungry anymore". He said.
"should we go for a drive..??" Didi asked with hope in her eyes.
"I'll pass.. I need some time to think about the upcoming show." he said it while looking at the streetlight. She couldn't help it so she just nodded.
"Those eyes." The image appeared in front of his eyes as he was saw himself in the mirror.
"Why does it bother me so much, she's probably one of those crazy fans with fantasies." He tried to calm the storm in his mind and threw himself on the bed. "Why does she had tears in her eyes". The face appeared again when he closed his eyes. Those eyes bothered him the whole night, the medications didn't work on him.
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"Are you okay?" Amy wanted to ask but looking at her serious face she couldn't.
"Maybe I should give some time to her, she'll be fine". Amy could only think about it.
She was away for a whole day and Amy was dead worried about her. "Every time something happens, She just disappears." Amy thought while looking her working on the group assignment.
"Bella.." Amy tried to help her with work. "I'm fine Amy.. I'll finish it by myself". She ended the conversation and turned the volume up.
"...A story left cold
차갑게 남겨진 이야기
Everything at that time is clear
그때의 모든 게 난 선명해
In the fairy tale time, I
동화같은 시간 그 속에 난
I'm left but filled with only that fear
남겨짐만 그 두려움만 가득해
I'm trying to let go of my heart that has stopped
멈춰버린 맘 이젠 놓으려해
So that I can find the lost times
잃었던 시간들을 찾을 수 있게
I meet you again like this
이렇게 다시 너를 만나
I look for you when I erased it
지워버린 그때의 너를 찾아
After the painful time
아팠던 시간 지나
I hold on to you
내가 널 붙잡아
I'm still living in your time
아직 너의 시간에 살아
Forevermore, forevermore I cry
Forevermore, forevermore I cry
Forevermore, forevermore I cry
Forevermore, forevermore I cry..."
She wanted to turn the volume of noise in her head with anything, that's why she began doing that assignment by herself. without asking for anyone's help. But the more she tries to ignore it the more it stood in front of her. That one moment, she wanted to erase it so desperately but nothing was working. She turned back to ask something to Amy. She's asleep. "Thank you for not asking anything". She said while looking at her face and turned back to work. She didn't even realized that She's awake. Amy closed her eyes she was at peace now knowing Bella was fine.
"The hearts that you gave to me
나에게 건네던 마음들
I'll contain you now
이제는 내가 널 담을게
Memories of a sore heart
먹먹한 마음 시렸던 기억들
I'll hug you so you can erase everything
모두 지울 수 있게 내가 안을게
I meet you again like this
이렇게 다시 너를 만나
I look for you when I erased it
지워버린 그때의 너를 찾아
After the painful time
아팠던 시간 지나
I hold on to you
내가 널 붙잡아
I'm still living in your time
아직 너의 시간에 살아
I'm afraid it'll be the same
아파했던 그대로일까 봐
In case it will still wait for me
여전히 나를 기다릴까 봐
I haven't been erased yet
아직 난 아직 지워지지 않아
I still hang out there
그곳에 여전히 나 서성이게 돼..."
The night was turning to morning slowly. The beginning of a new day and something new.
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"Do you have anything in your mind about the show? Didi asked.
He just focused on drinking his coffee. "You know that we have to do it by the end of the week.." Didi tried to remind him. He nodded. Without giving her any answer. Didi looked up at him, he was looking out of the window. "What's going in his mind". she wondered. It was very unlikely of him to delay the work. She looked his face for a few seconds and then left to talk about the show with others.
"Its time for show". Didi told him. Again he just nodded.
"We share so many memories that even if I try to forget about you".
"I can't."
He took a pause.
"But sharing memories with you hurts more".
"I thought it could comfort me but I guess not."
" If we could rewrite the story of you and me."
"I'd still choose you".
He took a stop for few seconds.
" This message was from our very regular listener my_kkum. And this song is dedicated from her to her childhood crush".
."..And I'm here
Just, just like I used to be
We were here in old days with you, with me
All my fears have gone
When you whisper to me
No matter how
Near or far apart apart
When you feel so lonely
(Have you completely erased me)
I'll be here to shelter you
(From your memories from yours)
When you feel so lonely
(While I still feel your breeze)
I'll be here here for you
(Holding your hands again)
(Holding your hands) .."
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"..If I could fly above the clouds like all the birds
And I could hold you for a while
To let you feel my pulse
Still here all alone
My whole life and all my heart
You're my whole life and all my heart"
"She closed her eyes, the song was playing." This was the last song of show.
The song ended and so was the show. And she went to her dreamland.