'Same... it's the same shit over and over again. Weaklessness, helplessness, powerlessness. No matter how much time passes, fate forces me back into those things. No matter how much I believe I have grown stronger. It's still all the same. I am forced back onto the dirt. And look, its all the same. It's the same as that time, in the face of this horror I can't even move. I can only... submit!' Noil resigned himself to his fate.
He didn't want to try, he would die eventually, why resist the inevitable? He had fought hard and long against this mess of a game called life. Now, if was time for him to return.
'Mom... Big sis, Pofu, master, everyone... Its time. I am coming for you. I just know its going to be a happy reunion. Hahaha! I can't wait!' Noil smiled strangely, in face of the meteoric shield, he knew resistance was futile, so he might as well give up, no?
Yea. He choose the right thing.