It's been so long since I last felt being alive,
It's like I haven't ascended since my last dive.
Don't know what's real or fake anymore,
Can't move on from this and freely soar.
Witnessing myself dying inside slowly,
As life takes away my every single trophy.
Every effort given seemed utterly wasted,
Thinking to just let myself be annihilated.
Stakes are always high in everything we do,
But I can't keep up since I keep missing a clue.
All I want is everything to finally stop,
Stop the toxicity and finally wake up.