"Carolline what are you doing? I don't want to do it anymore." said Alexander in a low voice in the recesses of Carolline's neck.
"You have to do it, don't make me more and more guilty to you Lex? do it now or you will be gone and not be able to see me again." said Carolline in a low voice.
"But the more you will be unable to get away from me Carolline, you will depend on me too!" said Alexander with his breath getting weaker.
"Alexander do it, I don't want you to be destroyed." said Carolline staring Alexander's eyes with teary eyes.
Alexander sank into the clear eyes of Carolline. His heart was happy at Carolline's words.
"Carolline I'm sorry ... I can't do it anymore, I can't do Carolline ... Let me be destroyed." said Alexander in a voice getting weaker and barely audible.
"No Alexander!! you have to do it. I promise you I will always be nice to you, I will be your best friend who will take care of you in this real world. I beg Alex listen to me." said Carolline increasingly panicked when Alexander's body did not move at all, even Alexander's two eyes were closed tightly.
"Alexander! Wake up Alexander!! you must not perish!" shouted Carolline, crying hysterically, ignoring the tears that fell down Alexander's face.
Who knows what impulse, Carolline looked up Alexander's blistered face and kissed him with all her feelings.
"Alexander you have to wake up for me, don't leave me with this guilt." wailed Carolline with despair.
In her arms Alexander's blistered body, sinking Alexander's head in the recesses of her neck.
"Alexander, please wake up." Carolline sobs called Alexander's name over and over.
"Carolline.. Carolline." called Alexander in a low voice whose lips were right in the recesses of Carolline's neck.
Carolline cupped Alexander's face with a look of disbelief.
"Alexander, are you talking again? Alex!!!" said Carolline involuntarily or with disgust kissing Alexander's almost shapeless lips.
Alexander's two eyes opened even though they seemed dim, his heart came to life when he felt Carolline's kiss all over his face and also kissed his lips without feeling afraid or disgusted by his nearly shapeless state.
"Carolline." called Alexander who could only stare at Carolline's face without being able to move again.
"Alex, I'm asking to do it now! I will be fine. Take my blood until you can return to normal." said carolline, sinking Alexander's head back into the recesses of her neck.
Carolline is silent waiting for Alexander to suck blood on her neck.
Until a while Carolline was restless because Alexander had not yet sucked her blood. But just as despair began to strike her again, Carolline felt something moist against the skin of her neck.
Alexander has chosen to survive for her sake. Carolline's tears flowed freely again by themselves. Carolline fondly stroked Alexander's long hair.
With her eyes closed, Carolline felt Alexander suck her very slowly.
"Alex, why do you suck it so slowly? don't hesitate Lex, suck as much as you want." said Carolline, who was resigned to give Alexander's blood to suck.
Without answering Carolline's questions, Alexander still sucks Carolline's blood very slowly and carefully. Alexander didn't want to happen like last time, Carolline's body had become limp because of too much blood he sucked.
"Carolline." called Alexander after a while his body and skin began to change back to normal even though his body still felt weak.
"Alex, are you okay?" asked Carolline, opening her eyes with a slightly limp body.
"I'm fine, you're fine too right? I only suck your blood a little, I don't want you to bleed out." said Alexander rubbing Carolline's face, which was slightly pale.
"I'm fine too, a little limp indeed. You also look weak Lex." said Carolline looking at Alexander's handsome face again.
"Carolline." called Alexander in a low voice. The two of them were still sitting on the floor, leaning back against each other.
"Yes Lex, what?" asked Carolline looking up.
Alexander stared at Carolline's face with a complicated look in her eyes, very hesitant to ask.
"Carolline, earlier when you kissed me? don't you feel fear or disgust at me?" asked Alexander seriously.
Carolline's face flushed with embarrassment at what she was doing.
"I'm sorry Lex, I shouldn't have done that. I did it without realizing it. I don't know, I just feel afraid of losing you." said Carolline who was also confused.
"No Caroll, that's not what I mean ... you don't have to apologize to me. I am happy and happy when you do. but I can't stop thinking and I can't believe you did it when my face and body were out of shape. Does that mean you do it with your heart?" Alexander asked, looking all over Carolline's face.
"I told you I don't know what I'm doing, I think I have two personalities in my heart, one that wants to hurt you and one that really loves you." said Carolline, worried about herself.
"And you have chosen not to hurt me Carolline. You who love me." said Alexander cupping Carolline's face who was still confused about her.
"But Alex? maybe now i can control myself more. But what if one day I can't control myself and hurt you and even hurt you? How Alex?" asked Carolline with teary eyes.
"I will be fine Carolline, I will not fight you. I will let you take my life, just so you know I love you very much." said Alexander with a serious face.
"But I ... I already have a girlfriend, and I loved Lucas before I knew you." said Carolline, increasingly confused by her heart and feelings.
"I can only say you love me and I love you Carolline, but I won't force you to love me this time. We can be friends until you will feel alone and find the true love in your heart." said Alexander trying to be patient with his love.
"So you won't be angry or jealous of Lucas anymore, right?" asked Carolline with a full gaze.
Alexander shook his head.
"I will hold my love and jealousy here. So you don't worry anymore, I won't get in your way anymore." said Alexander trying to smile even though he was too sick in his heart to accept Caroline who preferred Lucas.
"Drrrrt... Drrrrt... Drrrrt"
"Wait a minute, Lex, looks like Lucas is calling." said Carolline as he reached for his cell phone which was on the table.
Alexander got up from his seat intending to go and recover his strength. But Carolline's hand held him.
"Don't go, rest here until you recover. I don't want you anything wrong." said Carolline before taking Lucas's call.
Alexander stared at Carolline's face in disbelief.
"Does that mean ... I can stay here?" asked Alexander with a flowery heart.