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Chapter 9 - how can he understand

Calm down sirius dumbeldore said.

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camillia pov

Severus looks at me With a questioning look. sorry sev for yelling i said in his ear. no worries he said with a look that said it all. i smile at him and try to eat some thing i only eat like 2 maybe 3 bites of the food but i just can't get it in. Don't you like the food dear? u..yes yes i do ma'am just n..not hungry. i felt a panick attack coming up severus noticed that and held my hand trying to keep me calm. Remus looks at me and severus and then tells severus he can take me to the first room upstairs. sirius looks at remus no they shall not remus! sirius let her go she is tired you can see that from a mile away! NO remus this is my house my rules. sirius don't be a child thonks said. No i will not have them in a room away from my eyes. sevrus noticed i started shaking because of the yelling. shut up all of you! he said pulling my chair away from the table he moved his chair a litle and puls me on to his lap. ssh calm down breath camilia you need to breath i..i can't. yes you can breath in and out. in now start to shake. hey camilia look at me. as i tried to keep my eyes open i feel my breathing going weak. camilia stay with me and breath please your safe you are not at home your mom is not here i am remember severus snape the mean potion teacher dungeon batt? y...your not a...a batt he smiles of course nicknames ge tyou out of your trans. well what else do we have the emo or vampire or emotionless. y....your not l.....like that i tried to say. hmm i got one sirius said useless. sirius thats enough remus said. h....hes not us.....useless i said exhausted getting comfy cuddling on severus his lap severus smiled at how i tried to protect him. remus why are you even on there side sirius asked. i..i i was the wolf that tried attacking harr yand his friends when severus jumped in and camillia i almost killed her in my wolf form. as i hear that i go even closer to severus if that is even possible WHAT?! severus said angry. it was you?! yes... . you so- its okay remus i said calm severus looks at my with a exspresion like you okay you serious calm sev the man had no control over his actions. i said making him look at me. fine.

ha your listening to a 17 year old wow. sirius said laughing. yeah i am severus said dumbeldore why did we ave to come here i asked. a yes we need to get to buisness. well camillia there is a problem with your dad and mom. whats wrong with my dad?! i said all my attention going to him not caring for my mom. well he needs to let his oldest child become one of his followers or die..... W....what. no way albus severus said. sev we can't let him die! i said with tears in my eyes. i...i know....

ill do it my younger siblings won't get in to this shit right? no if you want we can put them in our protection. thank you dumbeldore. okay then thats done you will be our second death eater. i look at sev who looked sad its alright sev i said kissing his cheek.