Another Isekai
My story
A delirious world…
And there I was enjoying my retirement sharing with my wife and my beloved grandchildren a very nice family dinner; I was a little surprised with the fact that my son Alejandro was not there but it was normal I continued working because I had a demanding schedule, after eating and sending the children to their beds I got into bed, kissed my girl and we got ready to watch a movie.
This was the last thing I remember, now I don't perceive anything or light, heat, cold, not even my hands, I don't know how much time has passed, I don't feel fear, or anxiety, just a growing sense of peace; from one moment to another I find myself in a seemingly infinite white place, I don't see the origin of the light but you can clearly see a kind of armchair and something similar to a screen, but you can't see anything in it; Surprising me a bit considering that I do not know how long to listen to (welcome ******) I could not hear my name but the disturbing thing was that there was no one to correct and worse still, I did not remember my name, ( Welcome ******, you may experience confusion or frustration, on this plane what you consider life is nothing more than a distant and diffuse memory that you will forget relatively quickly), who are you? What do you mean? I asked, ( well, the simplest way to say it is that your way of existing changes, and that you find yourself in a place where you couldn't be before, and if it wasn't obvious you died), what do you mean? I'm here, I'm not dead, besides, you didn't answer me who you are and why I can't remember my name; (It is a bit nice and intriguing to see how you react, well your previous designation is no longer valid, that is the reason, being different from you I can remember it but for you it is only static), different, how? Where are you? (Calm down, you don't have to be demanding, look, I am what could be called the protector of order or what in your past life you knew as God, my role is to keep and preserve a balance between order and chaos, you will understand that our difference is immense and despite being around you your soul is not able to perceive beyond my voice, in your knowledge and language there are no ways to refer to me however my name is ******** ***********, but it is certain that you did not hear more than a sound in the distance without meaning and almost inaudible), hearing this I felt very out of place and if it were not because when trying to see my hands I discovered that I had something similar to hands but worse was when I realized that I really did not have a body it was a set of "something" that formed an anthropomorphic image, before articulating a word this "presence" interrupted me ... (well, I see that you are a little calmer, you should not pay much attention to this since in a cor you'll no longer have to worry about this), are you going to kill me? (What do you say ****** I already made it clear that you already died, you are in this place because since I must maintain order, I usually take the souls of beings that have been positive for their plane of existence and under this criterion you were selected randomly from millions of people with good karma), ... (well basically I'm going to pass your essence to another place and time within your plane of origin), wait if I'm seriously dead, what happened to my wife, my son, my family my ... (again calm down, in effect you died but in your perception of time it was a little over 2.3 eons ago but for the sake of keeping your peace I can show you), as I spoke it was impossible for me to feel anything more than loss and bitterness, pain and sadness, and to think that those I loved were taken from me eons ago filled me with loneliness, my family was everything to me, my motive for living was always to promote well-being and security, however each time I brought to my mind their images were more diffuse and blurry the memory, what happens? I asked him, why am I forgetting my family? (In fact it is very rare that you will not forget them before arriving at this place, because it is only possible after the separation, but you do not have to be anxious they ended their days with relative tranquility and your offspring still prosper; ... having said this, it is already an important moment, I can give you the option of reincarnating in a random plane transcending the great after).
Dear ****** all my love was always for you, you were everything for me I love you, I thought silently while I decided, since I had the opportunity, please answer forward, send me again, (indeed it was a pleasure to meet you, I hope you have a pleasant life), while speaking a sensation similar to falling into a deep sleep began to fill me, however a very loud shrill sound was perceived, I did not understand from where but a deafening cacophony was heard, fear invaded me but I did not know what, the The place where I was began to crack abruptly and without any suspense the chair and the screen shot out in parts, shortly after the color changed to a hue between gray, red and black, at one point I perceived that my chest was violently opened, but I did not feel pain but on the contrary an immeasurable warmth invaded me, an instant later my vision began to fragment, and began to unravel into particles while an indescribable pain that I had never experienced It was like all the pain I experienced in my life covered in seconds multiplied by millennia multiplied by eras and infinite cycles.
Again I am nowhere surrounded by darkness, he tried to understand what happened and he heard a familiar voice
* I see, you are finally awake *
Where are you?, I asked him while uselessly looking for something around me;
* I'm actually inside your soul and spirit *
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* not going to say anything? *
do not understand, is supposed to reincarnate and start again because're here with me and saying thatare in my soul
* In fact now I am part of you, I fear; An event occurred outside of my forecasts and it took me by surprise, you will see I am part of a duality of existence I am order and as you will know the opposite is chaos, because in effect ****** which is the representation and guardian of chaos attacked me At the moment that I used my energy to guide your plane transition, at that moment it wounded me to death and the only chance to survive was given the situation to transfer my being and protect it in yours, however that almost erased you from existence because your existence could not restrain, excess energy quickly destroyed most of your body, in fact at this time are little more than a mass of energy *
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I can not believe your words if I do not exist as we are talking
* in The moment I finish transferring my being to yours, seal the majority of my being so as not to overwhelm yours and thus protect us, now, we still exist because some of the properties of my being I could preserve them as transcendence of a body. weight r that practically in the plane that you know we do not exist, even so here we are *
And now what do we do?
* First of all, it is necessary to merge our existences, of course most of my being will remain sealed, while we develop *
What do you mean, I do not understand you well or at least what it implies to merge, since you mean to develop us
* In this moment you contain me, we must unite and be one being in order to develop and have some chance of survival, and by developing I mean increasing our magnitude, it is urgent that we develop for two reasons, first survival, in the state in which we are we are very fragile and very easily we can cease to exist, and second most important you remember ****** my counterpart, he made a big mistake, we are both the duality of existence without balance, the very existence is weakened, and what we know as "nothing", ***** and I try to gain more influence if we weaken what do you think will happen? *
Existence itself will lose influence before nothingness, it will be displaced and inevitably nothing will displace everything *
I can't do that, this is huge, I can't do that I'm just a ... if you don't even know who I am
* That has nothing to do with who you are now, and what we will be , your past does not define your future, from now on you will not forget the things we experience, if we do nothing thousands of lives will go out, everything that is will cease to be, and there will only be an endless nothing *
Give me a moment, it is not easy , let me digest it… go ahead and do it now; At that moment I experienced a very surreal version of pain and qualities similar to what I felt when it almost destroyed me when entering my being, for an indeterminate time I lost the notion of this and myself, for when everything calmed down, my own perception It was also different but it brought me a feeling of nostalgia, then I called him but he didn't answer me, a short time later a kind of augmented reality interface appeared in my line of sight ...
< Prometheus online>
Prometheus, why don't I hear it? I thought we will combine into one
<***** and the user They are now one being, however the synchronization process requires time, as the synchronization is completed the energy will be available and the consciousness will combine with the user's unconscious>
Does this mean that my mind will be lost? I asked him