How I would like to be brave and tell him what I feel, but at the same time I only know that I will hear a clear answer, "you are weird", "that disgusting", "you look like a ball of fat", or a simple "NO". I look like a schoolgirl in love when I sent him a message and he replies, I feel butterflies in my stomach, but I can't help knowing that everything is in my imagination, if you ever read this "I still like you" and sorry for noticing you….
Today's fantasy will lead us to something simple, do you like kisses? For me, a kiss is an orgasm at the same time, it is my g-spot, and my guilty pleasure, imagine a kiss with a tongue is something unreal and erotic Come on, you have been imagining how to have sex with him, but you have not imagined what a kiss would be like with him….
J had not had a relationship with anyone for a long year, all her other loves had been horrible and somewhat painful, it was very sad to know that no one had ever loved her, none of the relationships had lasted more than 1 week so guilt consumed her Inside, she had thought about taking her own life, she had thought about locking herself in her world forever, everything was sad for her and she knew it was her fault. One day she decides to pluck up her courage and send a message to a boy she loved, she thought she would not answer him since he should still hate her for what happened so hope ran out when she did not receive a message right away, the hours passed and a message I got to him, it was him answering his hello, from there they began to talk even more until one day they decided to meet again, that day J did everything to look good although inside he felt like a walking fat ball, but he had to, I had to go see him even if it was his first and only time, I arrived at the agreed place finding the boy wearing a white shirt, a plaid shirt, jeans and beautiful black hair, we talked for a while about what we went to the movies, I was not very interested in the movie so I just said that when he told me what he wanted to see, we sat near the end with some popcorn that he had bought to accompany the film. I did not say anything I was a little nervous, I just looked at the screen wishing everything would end soon, as the film progressed it was more my desire to kiss him, I don't know why but I wanted to kiss him, maybe it's a kind of magic that he has cinema that makes you want to kiss the boy next to you, but my desires grew more and more as the film progressed, I had to hold onto the backs of the chairs to not do it, I think he noticed it because I support his hand on top of mine looking at me with a smile and bright eyes causing me to blush instantly,
-Sorry ... I'm on the side of your chair-I tried to put my hand away, hoping that everything had been a wrong idea of mine, but it wasn't because he sat up close to my face
-Okay… .It doesn't bother me- For some reason, I brought my face closer to him also by inertia, as he reached to brush his lips with mine. That feeling of friction made my heart pump at a thousand per hour, I felt like I was in heaven, but something made me more impatient because I was not enough to kiss her lips, without realizing it I had introduced my tongue to her mouth starting a little sway, he got the message and did the same.
Our tongues collided, joined, intertwined looking for more and more contact between them, the heat ran through our bodies and something told me that I wanted more and more so I did not think much and I went on top of him, staying on top of it, it looked like a madness but I wanted to kiss him even more, our lips did not stop kissing so we continued to deepen the kiss.
-I see you were expecting it too, he said with his voice cut off
-I thought I was not the only one-I answered in the same way
As we continued kissing, I listened to music indicating the end of the film, we separated and I remained in my chair watching how the others were leaving the cinema, he looked at me indicating his lower part, I excitedly looked at him smiling in the same way, both We knew what was next ...
And tell me what you think? I know it was short and without sex, but wait for the next one ...
To be continue