I woke up to a loud beeping noise to the monitors that I was hooked up to. The light was blinding and I really didn't want to open my eyes up again. I felt a hand in mine so I forced my eyes open and looked it was Appa Jinyoung he was asleep worry lines etched in his face the worry showing in every line.
I looked at my bandaged wrist they hurt but if I scared the boys into respecting girls, it was worth it. I knew my sister loved me enough not to let me die ATL least she loved my money enough.
It was her plan to have me leave my phone with her to call Jimin Jin and Tae in hopes one of them would answer if they didn't than she was to call Namjoon.
She was tell them that I left my phone in the cab with her, when she called my house phone no one would answer. which was odd since she dropped me off at home and I told her I was going to stay home the rest of the night.
She then was to go to my dorm and start banging on my door trying to get me to open it by that time I guess I was asleep.
I felt bad for worrying Appa Jinyoung, I brushed his bangs out of his eyes and he woke up immediately. He hugged and started to cry telling me that he was so worried he was going to lose me.
I hugged him back all of a sudden CL, Namjoon, and all of Got7 burst threw the door after hearing JYP.
They looked tiered as if they hadn't slept for a few days. Jackson got to me first and he hugged me hard crying asking why I would be so stupid.
Namjoon looked away from me a guilty look on his face, He knew why I did this he was apart of it I felt guilty about using him this way.
Jinyoung was the next to calmly hug me and ask, "why? I knew you where hurting but I didn't know it was this bad."
Everyone looked at him confused thinking how did someone who barely liked me know I was suffering alone?
Cl looked at me with pooling tears and said," I thought you loved me like a sister, like I love you like one... I guess I am not good enough to share your burdens with."
Her tears fell then making her beautiful face streak with eyeliner. The rest of got7 ran into the room and hugged me and told me never to do that again.
Everyone finally left but Namjoon he looked so guilty and upset. I broke the silence and asked "who found me?"
He looked down and answered J-hope, Suga, and Junkook, they called me in a panic not knowing what to do. Your sister was a crying mess, so I called Jackson to let them in since he knew your code. I got there a little before the ambulance. Anna could you have not talked to us about it? When I saw you, I thought you where dead, just because of us stupid boys trying to out do one another with the hottest girl we knew. I am so sorry they used you like a object. I am so ashamed with myself and I feel the others think the same."
I looked at him and asked, "why film it and show others? I figured they where just using me for sex well Jin and Jimin... Tae took me by surprise because he was the only one that told me he loved me, he was the only one that knew how bad it has been for me. "My tears fell down my face silently.
I asked, "why didn't you just let me die it would have been over, and no one would even know what happened? You all would have been able to live happily without me being there to remind you of what they did."
He looked at me and shook his head and asked, "do you really feel that way? that your life and happiness is less important than those ass holes? I wouldn't have been able to live happily, with the knowledge that my friends, took a real angels life with their actions. I really am sorry and I will spend my life trying to make it up to you."
He than bowed and left my room me still crying my cellphone was on the dresser Ren must have left it when I was asleep.
I picked it up and did a money transfer to her bank account. Than sent her a message telling her I loved her too and thank you.
I had 258 missed messages and 150 missed calls I just ignored them until I felt like reading them.
I did the one thing an Idol should never do I went on twitter my news. Feed was closed with both hate and get well soon messages.
The same was with Instagram and other social media. I looked at the news I was in the headlines:
"Angel Anna in the hospital for suicide attempt?"
"Has angel Anna Cherie display been fake?"
"Inside scoop of why Angel Anna tried to kill herself."
I clicked on the last link and read:
Angel Anna or Anna Wood the member of the trio group Angels, tried and failed to commit suicide Tuesday.
This is after her family disowned her, and sold her to JYP entertainment to pay off the debts, she was already paying off inside sources also said," her parents also sold her on various occasions against her will for sex to pay off their other debts. They started when she was 12 years old. She now pays them from her own pocket to keep her younger sister from having to go threw the same thing."
We here at KBS News have looked into these allegations and found several witnesses to confirm the allegations along with other claims of sexual and physical abuse.
Our hearts here at KBS News is with everyone's favorite sweet angel Anna. We will keep her in our prayers as she recovers from all of her injuries and heartache.
I took the link and copied it and sent to JYP asking if he would confirm that this is true, In a statement I didn't want to damage NamJoon's groups careers.
I than took a deep breath and looked at my messages most where from Tana and Shay asking if I was OK and to call them repeatedly there was several from Xuimin Baekhyun Jiyong and Daesung. Other idols I knew texted me get well.
I messaged them and told them I was OK I just needed some rest. There was a knock at my door I told who ever it was to come in to my surprise it was. Top from BigBang. He had a hospital gown on also, I raised my eyebrow and asked, "your here too? Are you OK?"
He chuckled and answered, "I had a accident with alcohol and some sedatives I am OK now bit I learned my lesson there is a limit to drinking and relaxing. I herd yours wasn't a accident though you want to talk about it?"
Blushed he had a intense look in his eyes that were showing his genuine concern for me, i replied, "read KBS News they pretty much have most of the story. The rest just doesn't need to be talked about. Are you here to check on me or do you need something?"
He shuffled his feet he was nervous while he answered," I have two members who won't leave me alone and keep hovering over me I figured that an angel could save me from them fussing you know."
Replying I said," I don't care do whatever you want just don't expect me to be entertaining. I am a little sore and grumpy from all the fussing and being tired."
He smiled and sat in the recliner smiling he was quiet for a few minutes than said, "its nice here Taeyang and Sungari are always asking if I am OK and being loud here it's quite and comfortable here and it looks like no one will be visiting soon."
I looked at him and started to scroll threw my news feed it looked like my scandal kicked tops off the #1 search spot.
I looked at him and said, "well I just kicked you king top out of #1 one Search engine spot, I bet you feel relieved. Your scandal is not as big."
He gave me a dirty look and said," I would have rather it been something stupid than you almost losing your life. I don't know you well kid but I do know that every human life is important."
I kept quiet and thought not according to my family it's not. I eventually fell asleep not caring that one of my favorite members was still in the room Leisure me free lounging on one of them chairs offered scrolling through his phone.
I woke up to loud bang and a bunch of angry "shah's" I didn't care who it was so I kept my eyes closed to hear a bunch of shuffling some giggling and a "what the fuck are you people doing in here. Can't she get some god damn privacy."
I opened my eyes to a bunch of fan boys that where placing flowers in my room and putting up a sweet banner saying "we love you Anna get well soon!" I guess top had left the room.
Tears formed in my eyes at the kind gesture, I then saw a very pissed top in my door way he yelled, "cant you people leave her the Fuck alone?" I got pissed and yelled back, "if you can't see how fucking sweet this is, than you need to get the fuck out of my room and let me deal with my fans!"
All men and boys looked shocked at me I never get angry or yell I am the queen of calm and cute.
I than got up with a little help from a familiar boy and walked over to top and with the little strength I had I pushed him out.
I than turned around and looked at the boys in the room a did a deep bow, which made me a little dizzy so I used the wall for a brace and appologised for the disrespectful way too had treated them.
I than looked back at them and said, "I am sorry you had to see me up set. thank you for all your hard work to cheer me up, this is why I love you my fans. You are the positive in my life."
They put down what they where holding and gave me a hug, I hugged them back. I than asked, "how did you get in here?"
The tall cute one that looked familiar blushed and said, "Ren helped us she doesn't show it often but she really cares for people even though she is popular. I know she is your little sister but she didn't want people to see her visiting you."
I than asked, "why do you look so familiar?" he was so freaking cute like a puppy that had been caught cheating on a shoe.
He blushed and said, "you where sweet to me once and made me popular by kissing my cheek in a photo. My name is Jenin am actually in a boy band NCT dream these are some of group members, Mark, Jaemin, Chenle, Jisung, Renjun and Haechan."
"We are classmates or seniors to Ren." The cute white haired boy Jisung said.
I nodded than asked,"you guys want to take a photo with me?" Eagerly they nodded and Chenle took out a selfie stick from his bag we than took a picture with his phone.
I had no makeup on my hair was in a oily limp ponytail but I felt that I was going to be ok. I had people that did care after all.
I bid them good bye than went to bed taking my phone and looking them up on YouTube NCT dream I found a song chewing gum that got stuck in my head.
I was laying on the bed eating my forbidden love chocolate writing lyrics, when my door opened and in came Amber.
She came up to me and slapped and while saying, "you bitch how dare you try and leave this world with out me! Your supposed to be with me until we are old and harassing our grandchildren."
She must have flew back from her world Tour just to do this. I knew she was left the day after we filmed running idols.
Scooted over and let her crawl into bed with me being careful of my new saline drip, I held on to her while she cried. She eventually fell asleep from jet lag her mouth ajar snoring while she drooled all over herself, I loved this chick like a sister.
Getting up I made my way with my note book and pen to the spacious roof top turned Garden that was in bloom.
I was making a song that wouldn't get out of my head. Key startled me any sitting next to me on the metal bench. I gave him a questioning look but continued writing until I was done, he gave me the time to finish. I handed him the lyrics and asked "can you sing it with me.
He nodded and took a look he voice was Smooth and pure the lyrics coming forth like a mystical dream. I accompanied him with my high Alto voice harmonizing as if we've been singing together for a very long time.
When we finished he smiled his eyes sparkling in the moonlight and asked, "when you do this song for your solo album, can I sing it with you?"
I looked at him and said," I am honored you would want to sing with me now let alone on one of my albums."
" I always enjoy singing with somebody as musically talented as you and as beautiful as you." He's easy way was infectious and soothing.
I blushed at my compliment and asked, " how did you know I was up here?"
"I followed you I was going to visit you to make sure you where OK when I saw you leave. I was curious so I followed you." He said it as if it was the most normal thing from any person to do.
I nodded at his answer understanding what he was saying. I than looked at the man who stole my first kiss during a game, and blushed, thinking if only he was the one to heal all the wounds on my heart.
I than bowed and excused myself giving the excuse I was tired. When I got to my room Amber was gone and so I went to bed and caught up on all of my missing sleep.
For the next two weeks key and Chanyaol visited daily. They filled my days with laughter to all the nurses annoyance we mostly just pulled pranks on them and the Doctors.
Baekhyun visited once his eyes always trailing to my wrist letting me know he was nervous and disappointed with my actions, he didn't stay long since he was extremely uncomfortable in my presence, that was okay he didn't have to be.