January 1, after the holidays were over, I took a cruise that lasted 365 days, (one year) I was sailing throughout the Pacific Ocean, because I wanted to forget and start my life again, because this December that had passed, I saw collapse my life in an instant, because the bad news arrived on December 5 when they called me from the hospital to tell me that my mother had died of a heart attack I do not understand why it had happened to her she had a strong and happy heart I never saw her cry when was with me. Despite this immense pain that my girlfriend Diana had, I never abandoned myself and I always take care of myself, but I had entered a very big depression, I did not want to be with anyone and what I did was hurt her and push her away, several days later.
On December 17 I felt much better, because although the continuous pain had to get up again, I got up from my bed and ran to his apartment to apologize and thank him for what he did for me, but when I entered his Fourth I found her in bed with my best friend Julio, I can't believe what my eyes have seen, I asked for an explanation and she told me that I had abandoned her and that Julio was taking care of her while I was in pain, I told her if I didn't She could wait for a few days, she just preferred to throw away a 3-year relationship because I had neglected her for a couple of days, but my rejection of her was a lot and it hurt a lot.