We are already here at sea and quietly eating in the floating cottage, a lot of food is prepared for us and i also want to throw up.
Not in food but in what I see in front of me. They're flirt while eating and I just faked a smile when they look at me. I hope they feel sorry for me, a person without a boyfriend.Do they think I will not be hurt because of what they are doing? If she just knew that the man whom she's inlove the most is also the person that her daughter loves, what would she react?
And Sebastian still seems like normal, cold blooded ass. I faked a cough and looked at Mommy. "Mom, where do you want to live? You know you can't live here for a long time even if the owner of this resort is Sebastian's friend." I said and ate steak.
She smiled at me and I saw her holding Sebastian's hand on the table. "I plan to go back to the mansion to be with you, son." she said so I nodded. "That's okay with me, but tomorrow I won't be able to go home to the mansion right away, maybe I'll take a few weeks off."
"And I want to take Sebastian to the mansion, you accepted relationship that Sebastian and I have. So I want to take him to the mansion so that I can be with him." smiling Mommy said which caused me to release my fork and small knife because I was shocked by what she said.
"Mom, are you serious? You know you're not the only one living there, right? Yes, I'm going on vacation but I'll be back." I said because I could not believe the decision she said.
The three of us will live in the same mansion, no one else but the three of us? Am I that bad to be given a punishment like this?
"We just want a closure Amora, Sebastian will not stay long in the mansion, I just want you to have a closure. But if you do not have a closure, it will be a long time before he leaves. the three of us should have closure because what if Sebastian and I are getting married. "
Mommy happily said I could do nothing but just take the juice from the table and consume it then I looked at Mommy and Sebastian. Mommy was overjoyed while Sebastian looked bothered as he stared at me.
"I can do nothing if that is your decision, Mom. I do not know if I can give the closure you say, but i want to do it for you-- and for us. I have no other desire but for you to be happy even you gave me a lot of resentment. I can do nothing but accept, that's all I can do, right? To accept. " I said and sweetly smiled even though inside I was so sad, so sas that I could no longer hide. I want to shout, cry, hit someone, i want to scream but i didn't do it because what right do i have to shout?
Did Sebastian promise me something? Did Sebastian told me he loves me? Did he even give me a right?
I looked at him while painfully smiling, but he just looked at me silently. He's handsome face is what i liked the most, but now i'll be able to let go of like and love just for my Mom to be happy.
I heard my Mother sigh but she still smiled as if she heard nothing, it just seemed normal to her that I blamed her because she gave me the resentment I regretted to have.
My Mother, whom I once admired for her courage, has now become bad because of love. I saw my Mother laying her head on Sebastian's shoulder because she had just finished eating. If she continues this I will think she really knows how I feel about her boyfriend.
"Mom, how would you feel if a woman loves your boyfriend?" I asked then looked at Sebastian and looked back at my Mother. Her gaze became sharp on me.
"I will make her feel that her beloved man loves me dearly. To make her repent, that she loved my property."
"Sebastian doesn't belong to you, he is human and he has the right to choose. How would you feel if he chose someone else and not you?" I asked and raised my eyebrow I saw her quick sitting properly because of my question. "That won't happen, Amora. I know Sebastian all his life he'll only love me."
My Mother said that made me weak laughed. "Mother, what if he gradually loses his love for you and maybe one day his patience will explode and he may really love others. Will you give him?" I asked the reason for her silence as she stared at me and on the other hand I also felt Sebastian staring. I crossed my legs and my arm over my chest while looking at Mother.
"Even if my sister-- or my daughter asked Sebastian, I will never give him." she said but i just smiled. "Sebastian had the right to choose for himself, if he choose someone else and leave you. You had no right to stop him, he is his own person."
I said and faked a laugh then looked at the two of them whose reaction was too gloomy. "I'm just kidding, why did you take the question seriously that I know it will never happen. I know in my whole mind and soul that the only thing Sebastian will love is you, Mother."
I said and clapped my hands to call the man standing at the end of the floating cottage, he was the one rusting.
"Brother, please let us go back to the resort after we eat." I said that he just nodded and started rusting. I looked at my two companions who were still silent.
"As for you two, seriously? I was just joking. If you continue that I will think I am really right that Sebastian has someone else, i hope it'll never happen though." I said then smiled as they stared at me, I was not joking. But if Sebastian really had someone else except my Mother, i will hunt him even in his sleep! "Let's stop those jokes, it's just a joke and it's impossible for me to love anyone other than Anastasia. You Amora, you just said you're going on a vacation right? Where do you plan to go on vacation?"
Sebastian asked seriously. I smiled and looked at him, he knew that the person he is looking for will be together with me. You're really good, Sebastian, that's why I liked you.
"I have no intention of telling anyone where I am going, because I want a quiet life for the time being, you know I might as well make your first
grandchild." I said jokingly while smiling.
"Amora, stop it! What grandchild? Do you already have a boyfriend?" Mother asked. "Mother, my boyfriend is not a problem for me. There are even thousands or even millions of men who stumble over me. I don't have to look because they are already here and lining up for me."