through the blurriness of tears I saw benjamin slightly frowned looking at me as if he had seen a monster he opened his mouth to speak but stopped
his gaze turned cold as he stared behind me
I couldn't turn around because my forearms were still clasped in his hold i could only turn my head just to see jasper sauntering over his eyes even seem to have gotten redder
is he on drugs?
"hey scottfeild, I had no idea you would grace us with your presence today, let me guess you are on another hunt for your next bitch? Or easy whores like this that suck your dick off at your beck and call" jasper spewed out through his clenched teeth
I flinched at his vulgarity he seem to notice and flashed me a stomach churning grin
benjamin was silent
"benjamin You really have eyes for nice bitches eh,why are you silent?"
I sniffled slightly feeling embarrassed by my breakdown earlier now that I realized there were people staring at me ,I forced myself to stop crying.
"Excuse me have we met before?" benjamin calm monotone voice asked
Jasper seem to be taken aback by benjamins nonchalant attitude,a look of anger and embarrassment came as a shade of red on his face
"I...I was at Jason's party last week i'm jasper... lucas brother "
"And?"
finally Losing his non existent cool, jasper gritted out
"bastard! you're gonna pretend as if ya dont know me?" he spat moving closer he brought his phone up to Benjamin's face
benjamin being taller looked down at him, his schooled expression was quite irking. his dry gaze moved to the phone held in jaspers slightly shaky hands
I wondered if his hands shaking was because he was tipsy, afraid or angry
"Oh?" benjamin looked away form the phone asking as if he wasnt getting the point
Jasper thundered "Remember this face? Cindy! My fucking girlfriend! the one you slept with last week " each time a world came out,his voice seem to be get higher and higher until he was screaming
"hmm I remember, so whats the matter?" benjamin clicked his tongue once more before taking my wrist into hands wanting to walk away
I stiffened.
I've long stopped crying after but now that his extremely warm hands is around my wrist my anxiousness increased ten fold
"Whats the matter? What's the fucking matter! You son of a bitch you fucked my girl and-"
"Oh...her, yeah we fucked nothing remarkable about it by the way. but I can assure you it was consensual. anything else?." his words came out calmly in fact almost as if its polite. contradicting the vulgarity of his speech
oh lord...
Jasper eyes seem to have gone red, cursing he swung an unsteady fist at Benjamin
Benjamin's free hand caught the fist the other still held my wrist tightly
The buzzing became so loud and people started gathering around us.some held the flaming jasper back telling him to quit it
"hes such a pussy ,benjamin are you okay"
"Fuck! ben I hope he didnt hit you"
"That bastard"
"Gosh hes nothing like his brother"
I noticed Most people were worried about benjamin rather than the raging jasper that spewed obscenities
Admist the commotion this man who had my wrist in a deadlock turned around and led me away almost dragging me behind him because I couldn't keep up with his pace
Perhaps I had forgotten there was also the pink haired girl with a brow pricing beside us because she started calling benjamin, following after us
"ben!"
"ben Where the fuck are you going to? Leaving a drunk girl to fend for herself ? "
perhaps it's now I noticed that her actions seemed drunk but her speech was quite articulate and steady unlike the clusiness of someone who is drunk.
she was pretending.
benjamin ignored her
He lead me up the stairs, the man guarding the stairs nodded then moved aside for him, from there we left the thumping music, smell of alcohol,buzzing voices and a screaming girl in pink behind us.
I could feel my headache worsening it seems with each thump of my heart my head pulsates and it was hard to think straight
I was a foot behind him as he half dragged -half tugged me since I couldn't keep to his fast strides the expanse of his back completely blocked my view as I looked up
He led me through expensively decorated hallways, each having rooms to the side then lead me through another staircase
where are we going...I want to go home I bit my lip nervously my heart wildly palpitating
Chandeliers hung from the ceilng as we enter a large opened space with arched entrance, benjamin halted and I almost smacked my face against his back
Looking up I realised the reason he stopped
just few feets away from us a girl was squashed against a pillar by a larger male
his hands inside her skirt....
I looked away just to realize benjamin looking down at me with a certain expression as if irritated
I quickly looked away anywhere from the couple feets away from us and Benjamin's probing eyes
Seeming to have noticed us the boy pushed the girl aside he didnt even seem suprised or panicked but the female panickly arranged her skirt
he paced towards us. I noticed there was a slight limp to his gait,
" hey benji my man! Didnt know you were gonna come-" he paused looking at me
"damn who's shes?"
he raked his hand through his dyed blue hair winking at me
"Wanna have some fun after the party sweetcheeks...wait were you crying? pretty girls should be crying, did this asshole make you cry?"
He took out an handkerchief handling it to me like a gentleman
I was lost for word
he didn't even wait for me to reply but went ahead and stuff the handkerchief into my hands seeming satisfied
"lucas the only thing you you should be worrying about is your crazy brother making a fuss downstairs " benjamin stated
the cheeky grin on lucas face disappeared "wait...dont tell me"
lucas trailed off, looking back at the girl who had her eyes cast down timidly leaning against the pillar
he groaned palming his head
"thanks dude ill go see whats going on" he winked once more at me before heading out
"ben... benjamin" the girl called after him as we walked bye i looked back to see tears streaming down her face
" I'm sorry" she choked out
benjamjn didnt even act like she existed as we walked away her sobbing fading off
what did she do? perhaps she was his girlfriend? but then Benjamin's reaction was too tame if she really was his girlfriend. perhaps an ex?
I didnt even give this thought two seconds before I dropped it
what I'm worried about is where he was taking me and I prayed it should be a passageway that led outside this suffocating building ,my arms were clamy from my anxiousness
but my prayers were far from being answered rather than being taken home I was Once again lead like a lamb around by this tall dark head boy probably preparing me for slaughter and finally we reach the slaughter slab, a huge door.
as if my brain had a jumpstart I froze my feet. summoning up courage, I spoke
"Where are we?"
He didnt answer but opened the door pulling my wrist but when he saw I didnt buldge he looked down at me
I repeated trying to be firm and not sound stupid
"Where are you taking me..." heart in my throath I trembled