I'm sorry for not publishing anything in a while. some life stuffs been going on and i haven't really been able to write recently. on top of that, i had an epiphany that i should write this in third person rather than first. while I'm not the best with third person, the story as it was now just felt wrong somehow, and i think this should fix it. this is in no way an excuse for the radio silence, but i will start publishing again soon. this chapter will be deleted after i start publishing again.