The next few minutes ...
"Okay, let's continue." (Hendra)
"Are you sure?" (Nathasya)
"Yes .. I don't have much time. I left my wife alone in the room."
"Your mother is your first love, you have a very strong feeling for her and you feel the same way to your wife. She affects your feelings so strongly, you are even frustrated because she rejected you. Right?" Tio (Chapter 55)
"So, what should I do?"
"Don't you want to reveal your true condition to your wife?"
"I still need some time to think about it."
_I don't want her to pity me, especially by her whom I love. I want to look perfect in her eyes_
"You couldn't complete the therapy procedure to fully heal the symptoms because your mother couldn't possibly be a part of the 'Psychosocial therapy'. So that made your team of doctors give up after treating you for 5 consecutive years." (Firman)