I tried to stay calm; I felt like ranting. It might seem rather unreasonable right now but, after all that in one day, how can I even dare to not be upset!?
I had been Zen yesterday but at this moment after coming so close to being 'eaten' for real this time I can not stay calm.
By all that is holy, I am trying ah!!!
But yeh, I can't. I have to inwardly rant.
Like yo!
This sister really needs to be beaten up!
One damn mistake, 'I wanted to help you.'
Wah!
I did not need your help! She did not differ from the useless scum of a woman who wanted to be a white lotus appearing like a nightmare by popping up everywhere!
What help?
I don't need help, if I need I'll ask for it. Don't just blindly offer and expect me to be grateful!
