It was already two days since I was admitted to the hospital. Luckily, my gastro result has been good and it just mild gastric. But, I still have to take care of my stomach because it will become worse if my gastric come again.
On that day, I was alone in the hospital wardroom. Since I admitted, Lily and the others my colleagues were also there to visit me for a while, but...not him. Literally, I was waiting for him to visit me here.
Lily has told me that our company has a little problem with our production management and a problem at the factory. I think, he must be busy handling all the works. I want to make a call to him but I didn't have that courage.
I wonder if he still mad at me or not? I'm curious too if he still cares about me or not? Or...did he didn't want me anymore...? I was thought with tears in my eyes.
All of sudden, Bella, Ariel, and Max has come to visit me. I feel a little upset because the one that I want to appear on right now didn't show up. But, I just give them a smile and I feel relieved to see them.
''Hey, Jordyn! How are you? Are you feel better today?'' Ariel said.
''I'm fine, Ariel. Doctor Bella has taken care of me.'' I said while teasing Bella with Ariel.
''Yeah, indeed my girl! She is very capable, right?'' Ariel said with an unheard clear voice.
''What? Did I hear something?'' Bella asks while frowning.
''No.'' Ariel pretend to do something else while putting the fruit on the table. I just chuckle to see both of them.
''Hi, sweet girl! I hope you still remember me. I just heard about you, and I just want to visit you.'' Max said.
''Oh, yeah! I know you. Uhm...your name...?''
''Max. Maxwell.''
''Yeah, that's right. Hi, Max. Thank you for come here.''
''You're welcome. So, are you feeling better? Did you feel any pain again?''
''Uhm...I'm okay. Just fine.''
''Happy to hear that,'' Max said while his eyes were gaze deeply into me. I feel a little nervous.
''Oh, did two of you already know each other?'' Bella asks curiously.
''Yeah, we have once met before.''
''I see...''
''All of us know Jordyn. We know she is Simon's girl. Err...I mean...Emmanuel girl!'' Ariel accidentally slips his words.
At that moment, Jordyn just smiles silently. Bella just gives a sharp glare toward Ariel. While Max just in a puzzle. He just only looks at Jordyn full of feelings.
Then, Bella tried to change the awkward situation because she noticed that Jordyn's face has become sad. She can tell that Emmanuel still didn't give a call to her.
''Jessa, I think in a few days you can discharge after we take a full check on your condition. Just make sure you will take your meal properly, okay?''
''Uh, okay. Thank you, Bella.''
''Okay, we going to continue our work first. I will look for you later, okay?''
''Alright. Thank you, Bella.''
''Just take your rest. And one more thing, please don't stress yourself.''
''That's right, Jordyn. If you want anything, just ask me, okay?'' Ariel added.
''If you dont mind, I will help you with anything, Jordyn,'' Max said too.
''Max, please!'' Bella said.
''What? I just wanna help a friend.''
''Oh, a friend? But, I don't feel that you think of her as your friend.'' Ariel replied while put his hand on his shoulders.
''Err...I think I have some works. I going out first. Bye. Bye Jordyn!'' Max said and quickly walk away and left from there.
Afterward, when they left, Jordyn has received a call from her sister. Victoria just told her that she can't visit her and accompany her tonight because she has important work to do. However, she knows that her sister has always been busy and she can understand her work too.
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On the other side, Bella has made a phone call with Emmanuel. She didn't want to see Jordyn in sad and she knows that she must need him beside her right now. She feels guilty toward both of them.
She knows that their company has a problem right now and she decides to help him. After all, Bella was handcuffed with her family, his brother's still in a coma, their company problem, and even Simon's life too.
She knows that she can't even do all of that at the same time. After a few years have passed, she just hopes that her real brother, Emmanuel will be awake one day.
While she sitting alone in her office, suddenly Ariel has appeared there. He comes into her office and wants to see her. He saw Bella was zoned out sitting there. Actually, Ariel was know everything too about it.
''Hey, are you okay?''
''Uh? When do you come in?''
''A long time ago...''
''What?''
He chuckles. ''I just arrived just now. I knock on the door but you didn't hear it.''
''Oh, sorry...I was...!''
''It's okay, here.'' He gives her a cup of coffee.
''What do you want?''
''Nothing.''
''Nothing?? You don't have any operation?''
''Nope. I just want to have a coffee with you...''
''Oh, really? Or...did you have something want to do with me?'' Bella tried to tease him.
''Should we?'' Suddenly, Ariel walks closer toward her. Bella was startled.
''Err...Ariel, I just kidding. I-I...I...just...!''
''Shhh...let me help you...''
''Help about what??''
''I help to massages your shoulder. You look so tense.'' Ariel said and started massages her shoulder. Bella finally feels relief. She just afraid that Ariel tried to do something to her.
''Oh...massages.''
''Why? Did you expect me to do something else?'' He whispering.
''Ariel!''
''Okay-okay. I'm just kidding.''
*****
Later on, Jordyn suddenly received some pictures from an unknown number. She didnt know who was sent the pictures to her but when she looks at the pictures, she feels downhearted. She doesn't want to believe that pictures are real.
She has received some pictures of Emmanuel was with Aurora. Their picture looks like they are very intimate and close to each other. She tried to hold herself to shed tears and anyway she chooses to believe that he will not do the things like that.
Then, she decides to walk outside there to take some air. She gets permission from the nurse and later she walks alone to the park near the hospital. She takes a seat on the bench there.
She just sitting there and look into the sky. She just relaxing there while feeling the cold breeze wind come into her skin. Suddenly, there was someone come from behind and put a sweater on her back.
She quickly turns back and she was surprised to see Max standing behind her. ''Max??''
''Hi! Why are you alone here? It's cold.''
''Uhm...I just wanna take some air.''
''I see... Do you mind if I accompany you here for a while?''
''Sure, just take a seat here.''
''Okay, thanks.''
Both of them were silent for a while. Jordyn was speechless because she didn't know how to begin their conversations.
''Jordyn, actually...I have something to say to you. I know it may be a little rude, but...I...I really like you!''
''What??'' Jordyn was shocked to hear his confession suddenly.
''Jordyn, I know you were shocked but I really want to tell you that I am really serious about my feeling toward you. I don't want to force you to like me back. I just want to say to you my real feelings toward you.''
''Max...I...!''
''Yeah...I know you have Emmanuel inside your heart. I know you already have someone else, I didn't want to broke your relationship...I just want to confess this feeling at you.''
''Max...thank you for liking me. I'm sorry because I don't have the same feelings toward you. But, I hope that you will find someone that will love you as you are. I believe that someone else will be more deserve to get your love.''
''Jordyn, can I ask you why you love him?''
''Actually...I have many answers to your questions but I just can tell that my love toward him is eternal. In fact, I once have someone I love before but...we maybe didn't have that fate and we separated. Until...I found him.''
''But, you know...I don't know why but...when I'm with Emmanuel, I still can feel the same feelings between him and my ex before. Sometimes, I keep wondering if I still didn't move on from my ex or...did they coincidentally have the same characters.''
''So, did you still can't forget about your ex?''
''Yes. I still didn't forget about him. But, thankfully...the love I get from him now has more than him. My love for him is infinity and eternally.''
All of a sudden...Emmanuel has appeared from behind.
''Jessa...!''
She slowly turns back and she was surprised to see Emmanuel there. At that moment, she was clueless and her tears slowly fall down. She didn't expect that Emmanuel has appeared there right now.
''Uhm...Jordyn, I going to continue my work first. Take care.'' Max wants to leave there but suddenly Emmanuel stops him for a while. He takes out the sweater on Jordyn and gives it to him. Max awkwardly take it back and smirked. Emmanuel just giving him a cold face.
Then, Emmanuel walks toward Jordyn and he takes out his coat and puts it into her. He didn't speak any words and just grabs her hands gently and they walk together inside the hospital.
Jordyn just silently follow him and she didn't even speak any words. Both of them just silent until they reached her wardroom.