The dissapearance of Mr Perfect made a great impact on the school ground. Everyone was grieving his lost. I remembered the last time i went to Campus.
It was a very heated scene. The school was too quiet when i left to meet my friends. I spotted Ibrahim, Feedo, Anna, Adam and Hussein all seated pondering into their head unaware of my presence. I cleared my throat when they all turned to my direction in unison.
Anna smiled, Ibrahim was deep lost in grieve mourning the lost of his best friend, Hussein looked at me with wide eyes and Feedo, Sneered. She got up to her heels walking towards my direction with a dead glare.
Her eyes were teary, you could see Hate, anguish and pain plastered all over her face. " how dare you show yourself, have you no shame?" she sniffed pointing towards me. I looked confused at her not able to understand what she's talking about " It was you " she stated.
Turning her attention back to her friends " it was her Guys, she's responsible for what happened to Harith " Huh!? Wait his name was Harith? My heart melted knowing i just realized he had a name.
A good name 'Harith' and he was perfect. Feedo's eyes were shot red as she glared again with hate. She springed over to me chocking the life out of me she wailed " am going to kill you bitch, am not going to let you get away with this " Ibrahim and Hussein sprung from their seat as they rushed towards our direction.
Ibrahim got hold of Feedo and Hussein got me dragging me away from Feedo's clutch i gasped for air as he soothe my back " what the hell Firdaus?" Hussein cursed with vile from his tongue. " don't you see? She's responsible for Harith's death " Ibrahim shook his head " what nonsense feedo "
She looked like a wild animal who lost it's senses " i know it. She killed him " Ibrahim rubbed his nose bridge as he tried to compose himself " stop making Allegation on what you're not sure of " he added " we are all friends to him what makes you think Hamee could hurt him " feedo was shocked by his words " she's innocent, she didn't kill him " Feedo was even more taken aback from his words.
" Yes Feedo, what makes you think Hamee could hurt him, beside they have not always being close….the only person close to him was You i mean it's not possible that Hamee could havd killed him " Firdaus was even more speechless and dissapointed at her buddies " just because am close to him doesn't make her a killer? " they all turned absurdly to her " that's ridiculous " Hussein muttered
" You need to rest Feedo " Hussein added giving her a straight look. Feedo Shook her head and realised something that day. One her friends looked at her like she was crazy, second they don't believe that Harith got Murdered and three Hamida was snickering at her giving her a daring look to try and say another word.
Feedo was mute she turned to her friends looking puzzled and sick, she took hold of her bag pointing towards each of them " y'all gonna regret knowing her one day " and walked away. Hamida was speechless, she thanked them for saving her life and told them she had to leave for good. They understood Cause she too was grieving the lost of her dear friend.
She made eye contact with Hussein who looked like he had so many things on his mind. She smiled sweetly before leaving.
Its being two weeks now, Hamida decided to leave school for Good and start a Very profitable business. She was thinking of Starting a Home Farm and poultry business. It was okay and it somewhat reminded her of her Father.
She smiled as her attention was drawn from her " what's in your head now? " Miss Suwaiba added . Hamida smiled turning her attention towards her mother.
Hamida rested her hands on her mothers taking in deep breath "am glad everything is back to the way it should be moma " she smiled widely " no more worries, I will be right here whenever you need me "
Miss Suwaiba hugged her daughter so tight " no more secrets darling " Hamida nodded her head letting go of her " but there's something missing dear " She creased her forehead trying to think of what was missing " I don't get you moma " Miss Suwaiba smiled " are you going to stay single forever? "
Hamida made an Oh expression knowing very well what her mother meant. " I have no one mother " she added with a low tone " what about that guy you told me about? " Miss Suwaiba tried to recall his name " Hussein!? " she nod " what about him? "
It's not easy for me to forget him, maybe he hates me now ever since the incident that happened and the story I told him, I feel like he's being ignoring me. Maybe he realised it was I who killed Harith.
With Feedo's blubbering mouth, maybe he would get to believe her words. " I need to rest mom, can I go to bed? " I asked. She pecked me and left for her room.
I walked sluggishly dull heading to my room. I re-decorated and changed everything i had not to remember me of what happened last two months.
Last two month was the worst possible months of my life. It was terrifying more terrified than what happened between I and my uncle. I never regretted what I did to him, he bought it with his own money.
My room is all painted in Dark Navy blue. My bathroom, mirror, closet, wall, curtain the only thing different was my ceiling which was painted in sky blue with dashes of sparkle stars with moon shape ornament.
Whenever I look up at my Ceiling it reminded me of a time when I wanted commiting suicide outside my home. I had a bottle of rat poison on my left hand and on my right, I had a blade.
I wanted to choose between the two which would be less painful. I find it hard so I laid flat on my back, staring at the big black sky filled with dazzling stars up above, the moon shine so bright reflecting my very existance to the world.
As I staired above, something in me changed and I realised it wasn't yet time for me to die. how mesmerizing and breathtaking would it be if I had the ability to change myself into one of these extraordinary hollows.
Not able to feel pain or anguish. But I changed my mind. I toss and turned unable to drift to sleep. I sat upright rubbing my face when I recalled not praying. I head straight into the washroom, did my ablution and performed my prayer.
After I was done, I felt well and easy and later that night I slumped down into a deep peaceful slumber taking me to the world where everything happened.
The wind sizzled with excitement as my door flunged opened making my curtain sway with every direction the wind takes. Whispers echoed through the dark cold room making me frigit in fear and my spine got cold.
I turned to the side as I felt my soul leave my body behind. Floating above the air I wandered freely and I felt save. I turned around and realized it was just a dream. The door was wide opened, something urged me to float outside and I did.
It was so beautiful to see everything from up above, it looked so magical. I never knew flying could be fun I didn't know where I was going but all I know was I was heading somewhere and someone or something was calling out to me.
I flew straight so fast as the wind behind me swayed with excitement as I was. I wailed and flew in several circles closing my eyes shut I felt my heart mourn in sorrow..I began to cry as the pain within me increases with every second that pass.
I floated down, hugging myself into a ball I began to cry. It was so painful I wanted it to stop but I couldn't, It was too much for me. I cried before hearing a whisper...
It was so calm and beautiful it called out to me" Hamida!! " it whispered so good to my ear. I stood up feeling weak I went mute focusing my ear to where the sound came I followed it and came straight to a cemetary.
I scout around to see if anyone was watching then walked into the deep dark foggy scene. I walked camly and slowly finding myself in a scenery area. I heard wailing of sad souls, crying and mourning.
I got confused " where am I? " I whisperer the wailed became loud making me crunch myself into a ball trying to keep the Voices away " please stop! " it became louder and louder.
I plopped down screaming begging it to stop. I cried hard then finally silence came. There was no Voices, no mourning, no crying, and no begging just absolute silent.
I raised my head and peered around holding my hands above my head trying to secure myself from any danger. I wobbled on my feet as tears made their way down. I sniffed " what do you want? " I outcried sucking in my bottom lip " why am I here? " I breathe shakenly
" You Brought Yourself Here Hamida " the voices Hissed with terror. I felt a chill run down my spine " You Came to Uss..... " it Pierced right through my ears and heart my body felt cold as I felt my feet couldn't hold me no more.
" this is just a dream " I shut my eye tight repeating same sentence " it's just a nightmare " my hands began to shake as I felt cold rubbing my hands around me to keep me warm " You want Justice that's why you Came to Us "
I tired hard not to choke " I don't know what you're talking about " the voices chuckled in terror " You will get your Justice " I Shook my head unaware of what they were talking about " who are you? " I asked " very soon you'll know " and with that I heard a loud scream waking me up from my sleep.
I woke up terrified as ever, I was sweating profusely as I tried to regain my conscience. ' this doesn't feel like a dream ' I whispered to myself. I got out of bed making my way to kitchen I got a bottle of water and was heading to my room when I heard a lound bang outside my corridor.
I stood still, my heart began to race finding it hard to gulp down the content of water I walked slowly towards the glass door stool still and prayed before sliding the door open. I stepped out.
It was too quiet and everything seem to be on hold. The atmosphere was a bit harsh for no reason, my forehead began dripping with Sweat. I walked closer and closer then spotted a Shadow? Of a large Dark being holding a large Long spear that was Bent looking like a hook with a handle.
I stopped mid-way when I spotted it walking towards me. It hid in the shadows moving like it was forced to do so, making a screeching Sound. It was so loud and piercing I took a step backwards as it leaned forward.
I hurriedly tried to make an escape but the door was shut. It stood still as it body began to make flames, fire from nowhere appeared covering his whole body with it's spear. I tried to scream but the horror in front of me was frightening for me to shout for help.
I close my eyes trying to think ' it's all a dream, just a bad dream' but as I opened my eyes I saw it hover above me as it suckle red eye lids pierced into my soul I felt hand on my chest trying to grip open my heart out.
It hurts like all the earth's burden has being placed on me. I found it hard to breath as I felt myself gaspe for air. The scent of burnt ashes and fire filled my nose. I was burning.
I began chocking it's hands were wrapped around my neck the burning sensation was more intence as I got knocked out cold. I laid numbly on the floor unware of what happened. I floated in empty space filled with darkness.