Practice had fucking sucked without Kylie today and I was going insane trying to figure out what to do. I have absolutely no fucking idea what is going through her head right now. She skipped classes and practice though so I can't imagine she's taking it well.
"I know right what a loser, I can't believe she thought Skylar would actually go for her." I heard Amanda say to another girl as I walked out of the building
"You should watch your fucking mouth." I fumed getting in her face "I hear you say one more thing about either of us and I'm gonna make sure that fake smile of yours is missing a few teeth."
She rolled her eyes "Drop the act Sky, we both know you want to fuck me."
"If you mean hit that in the sense that I'd like to beat the shit out of you then you're correct." I spat pushing her hard
She stumbled back glaring at me "Oh so you wanna fight now? A few weeks ago you wanted sex and now you wanna beat the shit out of me, make up your mind will you?"
"I did and you fucking ruined everything." I grumbled clenching my fists
She let out a laugh "You mean with Kylie? She's a fucking nobody, she's a broke loser."
"She's better than you'll ever be, she's amazing as where you're just a bitch." I growled as I connected my first with her nose
She stumbled back holding her nose as it started bleeding before looking up at me, her eyes cold. She launched at me but I moved just in time for her to fall face first onto the concrete.
I got on top of her and pinned her arms to the cement "If I hear either of our names escape your thin ass lips again you'll have a lot more than just a bloody nose."
I got off her and she scrambled to her feet stepping closer to the girl she was talking to before I showed up. The poor girl looked horrified but honestly I could care less at this point. I stomped off towards my bike and started it up pulling my helmet on. I sped off towards Ally's unable to get myself under control as the adrenaline coursed through me. I hadn't been over to see her in awhile but we talk almost every day. We've been bestfriends since for years and even when we don't see each other it doesn't change a thing. I had avoided her since I met Kylie for the mere fact that I hadn't wanted her to know about it. She had always teased me that I'd meet the right girl one day and I wasn't ready to give her the satisfaction of being right until now. I needed advice and she was the only person I could trust to give it to me straight. I parked my bike outside noticing her car in the driveway and stormed inside without knocking.
She looked up from her bowl of cereal at the counter "Well hello, yes you can come over."
"I need your help." I grumbled falling onto the couch
She stood up walking over and sitting next to me "Damn I haven't seen you this pissed since sixth grade when Josh drew a Dick on your forehead with a sharpie."
I laughed slightly, my hands still clenched "I hit someone."
"Who?" She asked seeming unphased by the news
I sighed running my fingers through my hair "Before I tell you the story you cannot say I told you so."
"Ooo is this about a girl? Is that why you've been avoiding me?" She teased
I glared at her "You're already starting and I haven't even told you yet."
"Well let's start with who this girl is." Ally grinned
I rolled my eyes "Her names Kylie Montez."
Ally's face fell "Do you have a picture?"
"Yeah why?" I asked genuinely confused
I pulled my phone out showing her a cute picture of us taken after our soccer tournament and her face turned white.
"Ally do you know her or something?" I questioned putting my phone back in my pocket
Her eyes were distant "You remember that girl I dated freshman year, the one who broke up with me because she was scared to tell anyone?"
"Yeah of course, fucking bitch... oh my god wait." I said before pausing as I connected the dots "No you're kidding, you have to be joking."
"I wish I was." She mumbled out looking up at me "So you've been avoiding me for a month to get with my ex?"
"I-I didn't know." I stuttered out
She sighed "It figures that the only girl you actually like would just do happen to be the only girl I've ever been in love with."
"Is there a way to just rewind today and start over because it's been shit news after shit news." I grumbled out
She rolled her eyes "So what happened?"
"If you don't feel comfortable talking about her we don't have to Ally." I stated unable to meet her gaze
In all the years we'd been friends we had never slept with or talked to the same girl, it was kind of one of our deals.
She shook her head looking up at me, her eyes vulnerable like they had been the day she told me her and Kylie broke up "I want to know how she's doing."
"Well she's on my soccer team and she goes to my new school. She's kind of a nerd you know with the extra credit and resume building activity shit. Her grandmother passed away a year ago though and she won't tell me where she lives." I explained trying to leave out anything about us flirting
"Her grandmother died?" Ally questioned her eyes going wide as I nodded "That was the only relative she had left."
"Shes has some shitty foster parents." I stated
She nodded "That figures."
"Yeah, she been crashing at friends mostly to avoid them." I nodded
She smiled weakly "So what happened with you two?"
"Well it's complicated but I tried to kiss her and she pulled away so I ran off and ignored her for a few days. We figured it out and then fucking Amanda said she was gonna tell the whole school so then Kylie got freaked out and called me a dyke in front of the whole school. We didn't talk for a month and I slept with one of her bestfriends and maybe a few other people. Then it all happened so fast, we got roomed together for the tournament and she apologized. We went on a date and stuff and everything was going great until.." I trailed off at the end lost in thought
"Until?" Ally questioned looking up at me curiously
"Amanda posted a tweet." I stated pulling it up and showing her "Now Kylie won't talk to me and I punched Amanda in the nose after school for bad mouthing Kylie. It's such a fucking mess, and now I found out she's your ex girlfriend. I swear to god I just want today to be over, everything was fine yesterday."
She stayed quiet for a minute before responding "Sky I honestly don't know what to say, I want you to be happy, I really do. I'm worried if I tell you to go for it and try to get her back that she'll just keep hiding it and eventually hurt you like she hurt me. I'm also worried that advising you not to would be a huge mistake because I can tell you care about her more than I've ever seen you care about a girl. I really wish I could help more but I have no idea what to tell you to do."
I nodded "I have no idea what do either."