Axel's pov.........
Yet another loss and this time it had to be my mother.....Max, Alia, Hunter, and now Mother, how many more were gonna die, how much pain was I gonna pass through before it became too much to bear, how much time was left before I completely lost my mind and shattered. I dropped Julia on her bed, she was already asleep the tears still fresh on her face. It really hurt seeing my sister going through this, I kissed her forehead and stared at Jude "Take care of her".
"Of course"and I turned to leave "Axel will you be okay?".
"I don't know" o said without facing him and left.
I needed to be alone right now, I needed to sit down and think, I felt like I was already losing my mind. I strolled outside the balcony to the garden feeling the cool breeze on my face. I swirled my hands through my hair as I say down and bit my lips "Why me? Why am I the one having to go through all this, who did I offend?".