LERRIN
A low groan rolled in his chest, even that small vibration causing pain. But he couldn't reach for Suhle, couldn't touch her as he yearned to do. So he stroked her mind with his own.
No matter what. You are the only one for me as well, he admitted. I never said the bond doesn't exist, Suhle. I only… I cannot receive it.
Her face crumpled and he wished he could comb her hair back with his hand, to have a clearer view of her. He ached for her, but resisted, too.
Find someone who will protect you, he sent. There is too much here to overcome alone. When I am dead… do not waste your life loving a corpse, Suhle. You have love to give. Give it.
"Stop talking like that!" she hissed. "You are not a waste! You are proud and upright and strong and… and you have a keen mind. You are beautiful heart, Lerrin. Let yourself see the truth of this!"
He closed his eyes and sighed as deeply as he could without coughing.
