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Chapter 24 - 23

Yuzu, seeing the determination in her daughter's gaze, decided to tell her everything that her aunt Mei and her went through when they were teenagers with their friends when she finished telling that part of the story, the little girl sees her surprised ...

Yuu: Aunt Mei was your first love _ she said surprised ..

# Hací is my little girl, but she left me a letter saying that we should finish because she would marry someone else along with the ring that I gave her _ she says calmly as she caresses her daughter's hair ...

Yuu: But she didn't love you or how did she make such a cruel decision _ she says with annoyance and curiosity ...

# The reasons she had was because of her grandfather who forced her to marry a man from a rich family who was once my boss _ she says calmly as she stares at her daughter ...

Yuu: So she was forced to marry Jack's father _ she says deductively ..

# I did, but that never justified the pain and emptiness that she left in me when she told me that I was just a game for her _ she says quietly while she sighs ...

Yuu: she's really a coward _ she says annoyed ..

# It is but I am nobody to judge her at all, when that happened I did not see her again but I heard from my mother who was emicted with the preparations for the wedding that would be held at the end of the year that was only 4 months to finish the second year where when entering a kind of darkness I studied making some teachers give me an opportunity to go to study abroad with a scholarship _ he says with nostalgia ..

Yuu: So they gave you a scholarship because nobody knew about it _ she says curiously ..

# I did not want anyone to know that I kept it a secret, but one day I was already sick of that pain that I felt in my chest where one day I completely forgot that the girls would come home for pajamas taking advantage of the fact that mother went on a trip , I cut my wrist with a deep cut here you can feel the scar_ she says calmly as she takes Yuu's hand to place it on her wrist ..

Yuu: it's very big, I never noticed it because of the tattoo mommy, but what happened next _ she said, intrigued ...

# I was bleeding on the bathtub I thought it was my end that I finally felt Peace in my whole being but from one moment to another the panicked voices of the girls made me come back and I realized how stupid I was committing they helped me to heal my wound but I did not want to talk about it, but matsuri the hairy girl never remains silent she told me "onee-chan forget that idiot Aihara" I did not answer but a slap from Harumi the movie made me see reason and I burst into tears that day I cried like never before in the arms of all of them _ nostalgic sighs ..

Yuu: I appreciate that you did not lose your life if it had never existed _ she says with a smile ..

# That was only the beginning, a few days passed but one day I did not know what to do that I started drinking non-stop where on several occasions the girls helped me get home but like any teenager I had too much the need to have satisfaction in some way that I almost had it with a stranger in one of those times but matsuri came to stop me and told me "onee-chan idiot you know what would have happened to you if I did not arrive on time" I was too open to care what she told me to just kiss her without any Shame at first she resisted but in the end it was where it took us to have sex with each other which was the first time I saw matsuri cry after what happened she stopped talking to me but for some reason I kept doing those things with each one of them my friends until Nené, Shirapon, Viridiana and Rita also began to get together, who were the last to suffer the same fate as the others, even though Sara and Nina had sepsis from It was all just a short visit to Japan that time, but I tried to stop that anyway, but the months had already passed that the first ones somehow began to be my victims until one day I met Himeko who, seeing me alone without anyone else, I accompany in those moments of loneliness that little by little led us to make us one day I invited her to my house to see a movie since I thought that perhaps it was something temporary what happened but it was not she did when she entered the house between a few words she was the first to go over me where she can't resist I ended up having sex with her but she became palagous in the academy it was funny to see that phase of her but one day I was in the corridors of the academy where she can meet the others who They said we had to talk seriously, I got the idea what it was about, but well, I continued on my way, but when I returned home, my mother was preparing many things that when I asked her what to do. She told me "the day after tomorrow will be your sister's wedding, I made her go prepare your things we will go to your grandfather's house tomorrow" I was speechless that time passed relatively so quickly that I did not notice that that date was coming to feel A deep sadness that I locked myself in my room that the next morning I went to school where at the end I spoke with the girls who told me that I am an idiot for playing with all of them and they regretted having known me, each one gave me a slap that I did not stop them I was speechless that day after that I went with the teacher to say that I accept her proposal _ she says quietly and sighs ...