'I can't forgive her. I can't see her.' was the endless thought inside Roxy's head.
Her head says she must not forgive her mother. Her head says not to go to meet her. And yet, her heart said otherwise.
'You love her, and you crave her warm hug like she used to hug you.'
Yes. Roxy indeed craved her mother's hug or a goodnight kiss whenever her mother slept with her.
But…
"IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!"
Roxy couldn't forget her mother's words while blaming her. Her mother's words killed her soul, and every sentence her mother spoke seemed to stick in her mind.
She even felt like it happened only yesterday every time she remembered those soul-killing words.
Even though her mother regretted her actions, the wound in her heart was still there. Even though Roxy wanted to forget the events of that day, sometimes those dark memories would appear in her dreams.