I was staring at the screen with my eyes steaming before I could swallow the lump in my throat. The screams of those helpless youths filled the room without interruption. I looked at Barlas, who was sitting next to me, when my blood was frozen, a tear fell from my eye and flowed towards my chin. She takes her eyes off the screen and looks at me as if she could feel my gaze. When I reached out to clear the tear from my eyes, I looked back at the screen before Barlas touched my fifty face with the big scream sound from the screen. A desperate girl with black straight hair, whose eyes were blushed from crying and her arms were purple due to the needle strokes she took in her hand, a mask on her face and a green syringe in her hand. "No, no" he was shouting at the woman who came towards him with the liquid.

The woman ignored her and took the girl's arm in her hand and dipped the green liquid inside the syringe of the purple girl into her purple arm without mercy on the girl, when the girl screamed as if her throat was ruptured, she again came to ignore her and finished the syringe in her hand and threw it in the trash. Then she picked up the file on the next table and started to examine it, while the girl was screaming and staring empty-eyed, and not too long after that, white foam began to flow from her mouth. The woman, on the other hand, soon noticed the girl, left the file in her hand on the table, reached her in a few steps and looked at her face, while the foam in her mouth stopped and her head fell on her right shoulder.

The woman, on the other hand, checked her pulse on her neck to check whether she was alive, then she took out the radio from her big right pocket and said "la ragazz e morta" * "the girl is dead", she said as if it were very normal, then she made a sign to somebody then "portalo con gli altri" * " take it with the others "and left without looking back. Was it really that much? Was he not upset or if these experiments had happened to him, would he not have thought of it? "Yes" said my inner voice "he did not think and those who did this never thought to be upset, what do you expect, not everyone thinks like you" I turned my head to the right with the touch of my arm, Barlas " Let's go out, "he said, then stretched his hand to my cheek and wiped the wetness off my face, I hadn't noticed I was crying until now.

Then I got up with Barlas, who pulled my arm, and then I stopped him, he looked at me as if to say "what happened" and then I put a really distant smile on my face, "You said Barlas, a person lives on his own justice and I will live on my justice from now on and the first thing I will do is. I said barlas smiled proudly as if expecting me to say that to the people who made these murderous acts, and then I looked at the face of the whole team of the shadows of the moon they were all smiling proudly like barlas, yes I would be proud of what I would do now I take shelter in his shell to pass his pain I was not that little girl, I was Elis Oral, to whom she suffered so much