'Tae ...' I moan under his magic spell 'This way you confuse me even more' and I feel something hard hitting the inside of my thigh. 'I have to go' I feel my legs giving up but I keep my balance not wanting to be vulnerable. 'Y/n what are you doing? ' His voice is in pain, not because he's in pain, but because he's needy. 'Where are you going? You can't go away and leave me reduced to this state, you first have to fix the mess you've made ' a smirk, one of those that can turn the world upside down was hypnotizing me. I had to wake up. He was my best friend.
If I let feelings interfere our Mikrokosmos would collapse. And I couldn't let that happen. 'I can't, I have to go'
'FUCK Y/b' he snaps, standing up. 'What are you doing Taehyung are you crazy?' and I can't take my eyes off him as he takes off his T-shirt and walks over to me.
He rests his forehead on mine, pushing my face towards his with his hand and before reaching my lips he whispers 'Don't go away ...'. My whole body reacts to his words and like a magnet our mouths attract. My breath on his, our breaths rush together, but I don't allow the kiss to be completed because with my hand I slip out of his grasp, realizing I've just touched his bare chest and running away.
One week later
Fortunately, everything was back as before. Tae and I hadn't talked about that day anymore, but the atmosphere had gotten slightly darker every time our eyes met in the canteen, when we were exercising or I wasn't around him.
'Y/n lately I see you distracted' one of my classmates said.
'Oh me? I don't know ... sorry guys but I'm not hungry anymore, I'll wait for you in the classroom 'I say taking the tray and leaving the canteen after seeing that Taehyung kept staring at me. My stomach is upset and I just want to sleep, which I haven't done since things started to change with him.
' Are you busy?' a knock on my desk and a voice make me lift my head from my arms and awaken from that confused state in which I had fallen. 'Hey Tae'
'You don't even look me in the eyes' He sits in the chair in front of my seat, his face on his hands.
'Uhm' I clear my throat trying to sound as calm as possible 'Do you need something?' Now I'm looking him straight in the eye, observing the thousand shades of black that his gaze emanated. 'No, nothing, I just needed you, lately I have the feeling that you do everything to avoid me'
'Not true, what are you talking about?' and a chuckle escapes me without wanting to. 'Would you like to go home together later?'
'I'm sorry but I promised Clare I'd be back with her' I lie. 'Clare is not even at school today'
Fuck it's true, how stupid am I?
'You contradict yourself' he teases me, giggling.
'It's not funny at all,' I say. ' As you like'
'And stop staring at me like that'
'Okay okay, as you want princess' he runs his veiny hand over his neck and suddenly I imagine that same hand on my throat . ' What are you thinking about?'
'Oh ... nothing. Since when do you have a lip piercing? ' I say noticing how sexy is this small object on his lips.
Imagine sucking it and playing with your tongue while sitting on his lap.
Involuntarily my fingers start fiddling with that little metal thing. 'I went to do it yesterday' a jerk back with the head and Tae playfully bites my finger. I retract the hand taken aback and scream a muffled 'Auch'
Without even realizing it we were both laughing, like in the old days.
'Y/n Lukas is waiting out here' a boy I had never seen before walked into the classroom and without even taking his eyes off his cell phone he told me that Lukas was there. 'Tae where are you going?' I scream realizing that Taehyung was no longer next to me. 'I'm going to Lukas'
I knew I shouldn't have listened to him. I should have left Lukas alone and rejected his pathetic apology.