KIM
I wake up in exactly the same position that I fell asleep. As I start to sit upright I can feel my body ache because I slept on just one side of my body. I must have been extremely exhausted and I know that I am emotionally exhausted too. I wish I could wake up and this all can just have been a nightmare.
But there is no way of that happening because he is not here and nobody knows where he is. It is just unfair how life has turned out to be. Finally, I get to the man of my dreams and now he could be dead. I do not want to stand up until he returns but I know that other soldiers are relying on me.
Then I see the photo of me and him lying next to me on the floor. I take the photo and look at him. I wish I can look into that eyes again and just tell him how much I love him. It makes me think that I have not told him enough. I have not let him know how much I love him.
"Dammit, Kim"
