NICK
Anticipation starts to grow within my heart and I can not help as it starts to race not because Kim makes me excited this time but because of what I will find when I get home. Sometimes my mother is in a good mood and other times I can not even talk to her.
Sometimes she is like a zombie and other times she would even give me a hug hello. I have come to not blame her because she is permanently medicated because of the horrible things my father did to her.
It is clear to me that she wants to escape life and since she doesn't have any family left or any friends. She never sees the point to sober up. She never touches a drink because my dad drunk enough for the both of them.
