I didn't move from my position for some time. I just took it all in, the normal life going on all around me, feeling my difference from them. It's something I had promised myself in the past, to stop occasionally and look around me so that I don't forget that there is a life outside filled with normality, a beautiful life.
'Sigh... I feel a bit better now.'
I thought as I quickly brought back everything that I had kept down, the feelings I had still there but not as humongous as before. Because when I get back into Trisha's house, it will just be another match that I have to begin. My plan will start, and I will then have to take the weight of dealing with the variables that will be thrown my way.
'I need to take a good old vacation one of these days.'
