" How did he even know about me.." he ask me..
" Well one of he's man's told him that it's you. Ego killing Dan.. so yeah he got it.. but he didn't know about any connections with me but when he saw my bruise than they all demand me.. and than they thought that it's happened because of Eric.. when me and Eric knock out your man.. one of my friend just saw it.. and like this they know.. and than i have to told them everything about all this.. i am sorry.. " i said to him..
" Whatever happens it's not going to be happen you know now he do something to take over me too.. " he said to me..
" He's not going to doing all of this.. if he did he have to face me first before touch you or do somthing to you.. " I told him.. well that's like bit still I have to stick with this..
For now we both are in cafe.. i told him to go somewhere so i can eat something.. i didn't eat anything.. I am hungry man.. he didn't say anything and agree with it..
" Is that so.. i don't have to worry about it.. " he said to me and drink he's coffee. Well he's not that bad. And I am felt guilty to doing with him.. but i don't have other choice.. but he will change in those days.. so I can save him.. no matter what..
" You don't have to worry about them Steffen. I will take care of them.. no one can touch you or do something to you.. like I said before Nothing going to happnd. " I said to him with confidence..
" Now tell me why are you calling me.." i ask him..
" Ohh yeah right.. i just want to see your reaction.. that's why called you but you didn't pick up.. so I thought something happened to you.. so I am waiting for you.. I so check you everywhere but you are not there.. so yeah.. i am waiting there for you to come out.. " he said to me. And i eat my food.
" What if i don't show up.. i mean I just had fight with them.. " i told him..
" If you don't show up.. i will be come to he's place to see you.. or talk to you.. do you think I am scared of him.. " he said to me.. i just roll my eyes. And laugh..
" No I don't think.. but i think I am scared of you.. " I just tease him.. and he look at me and smrik..
"Well in that.. my queen you don't have to be scared of him.. well I get mad sometimes.. but it's up to you how can you handle me.. it's all up for you to clam me.. " he said to me. And i smrike at him and nodded..
" So did Justin get news or not.." he ask me..
" Well he didn't know about this . But i told him push he's button and provoke him.. and he got really i mean really mad.. and I hang up on him.. given him warning that next is you.. " I said to him proudly.. and he looking at me smile..
" You know you are stronger than her.. why is she's not you.." he ask me.. I looking at him.. and suprise to he's question..
" Well you know Steffen she is my little baby sis.. i don't want to involve in this shits.. i always make her stay away from this all bullshit.. I don't want her that time west time on all this shit.. and focus on her career but you see what happen.. " I told him.. and he nodded..
" If I did leave Justin's gang.. maybe she will be live with me now.. and her baby also.. " i said to him with sad tone..
" I know she cheat on me.. but I also know that she's great girl.. well once she told me about you.. she told me that how you both use to be like fun girls.. " he said to me. And i give him sad smile and nodded..
" What mad you to join he's gang.. " he ask me.. I never thought that I have to answer this question one day..
" Well its just that.. my mom dad both are divorce.. they both are love each other.. and they love us most.. but don't know that happened to both of them.. they both get divorce and than they fight for our custody. And we siblings don't want to part away.. so yeahh my brother James he got rent in apartment and we live there.. i know how he do two jobs to pay all bills and all.. " i told him..
" One day i just happened to be wrong time in wrong place.. but did right thing.. and there I meet Justin.. i never thought he has gang.. hell i didn't even though there is this shit happen.. he just offered me money and good life.. so I agree with him.. " i told him..
" But when time's gose.. I see that i am getting involved with he's shits.. and i don't want that.. I thought it's just knock out fight.. but he started to order me to attend do or die fights.. and its really make me monster.. I mean killing people and make money.. it's not my think.. so I thought that it's best to leave him.. and that same time Ava come.. and he got her by mistake.. " i told him.. and he nodded..
" You know what my queen.. it's not your fault.. you just did what you do that time.. " he said to me grabbing my hand.. and console me..
" But i am not like this.. i promise that I will give you your life back.. she you started to live with me.. I will do anything to save you Fri6 the bad people.. and give you good life.. and no more this shit you have to face this.. " he said to me. And looking at he's eye's believe on hes Every word what he just told.. and i nodded.
" Are you still contact with you family.." he ask me..
" No.. i mean I talk with my bro sometime.. but I really don't have time for this.. I am to bussy in All this shit.. " I told him.. and he nodded..
" Don't you think that you have to told him this.." he ask me.. and I stop eating looking at him..
" I really want to but I can't.." I told him..
" And why is that.." he said to me..
" You don't know anything Steffen.. i promise him that i will stay away from all this trouble.. I can't just tell him.. even i am braking all the promises what i made to him.. " I told him..
" What promise's.. " he ask me..
" Like don't have to involve with dangourse people.. don't have to fight again.. and smoking.. and sleeping pills.. " i said to him..
" Sleeping pills.. " he ask me..
" After all this thing happened.. when I know about Ava's past.. and Justin's coming here.. I can't sleep.. I have to use pills for make myself to sleep. And get some rest.. " i told him..
" How did he know about this.. " he ask me..
" Well I use to do this.. when Justin kill Ava.. that i am I can't sleep so I used to do this.. when James know this.. he got mad.. and than he throw all pill in washroom.. and than he started to spend time with me in night.. and read books for me.. so I can get sleep without pills.. " I told him.. well i never said to this anyone..
" Oohh now it's my turn to do this same thing.. so you can again trying to sleep your own.." he told me and smile..
" And about other things.. " he said to me.. and i started to explain him everything..
" Well whenever i got frustrated I use to smoke so yeah.. I again started this.. and other things you know why he told me to stay away from involved with bad people and ring.. " I told him.. and he nodded..
"You will be become Normal again the way you are before.. i promise that.. " he said to me.. and I nodded.. and smile.. I never thought that he's that cute. And charming person.. but i still can't trust him. Or i have to trust him.. because the way he acting like this.. it's make me confused.. I hope he just can't manipulated me.. or if he do.. i aware i will kill him..
" So tell me about you.. i didn't know anything about you.. how you got involved all this shits.. " i ask him.. he little bit hesitant but he did give me answer..
" It's my dad business.. when I know about it.. I got interested to join it.. I like power.. and what that I got it. So yeah that's only reason i join it.. " he said to me..
" You.. mmm... what if I give you option to pick one power or love what you will be choose.." I ask him.. andD he look at me and think something..
" Well I pick power. If i have power I will got anything want i want.. even love to.. " he said to me..
" But still.. if I ask you to choose me or your gang. What you do.. " i told him.. now i want to know this..
" You know i will choose you .. but I just can't.. i have lot's of enemies.. and they all are also want that that i just back off and than they get chance to kill me.. " he told me.. if he want to back out he can't just leave it.. and now I get my answer.. when I ask same thing to Max why he just said that why can't he just leave the gang..
" But you know because of gang.. we still are in Target.. what about it.. " I ask him..
" I know we are in danger.. but i still have people who can protect me.. and I also in that position that no one can dare to touch me or you.. and that's the call power.. " he said to me.. now I know it.. we they have power everyone get what they own.. if he don't have any.. maybe i also kick he's ass.. and leave him.. but why i just can't.. because he has power to broke me.. now i get it..
" We should leave.. it's getting let.. and I have to get some rest.. " I told him.. and he nodded. He pay the bills and we both are left the cafe..
" So i will drop you in dorm.. and maybe i also stay with you there.. hope you dont mind.." he said. And I rise my eyebrows to him..
"I will mind Steff. Stefan it still girls hostel.. you can't just come there.. it's for 4 or 5 days after that i am coming back to you.. " I told him.. and he sigh..
" I know right.. but after knowing you sleeping problem.. i just don't want you to eat that stupid pills.. " he said to me.. irritatingly..
" Oky.. I won't eat.. maybe I will read book in my own.. but if I did get sleep i will take it.." I told him..
" Oky deal.. but listen still.. if you didn't get sleep so.. after that you don't have to just take it without trying.. " he told me..
" You know why I take it without trying.. because i have to wake up in morning and joining practice.. so i just don't stay late night.. " i explain him..
" Than get break for this.. and also you are leaving this place.. you don't have to attend this.. " he aruge..
" You are stubborn you know that.. " I said to him. And he laugh.. and roll he's eye's
We both are reach my hostel.. and i get out the car before he pull me to him. And kiss me.. and it's sweet and slow.. I smile and kiss him back.. and than we both pull away..
" Take care of yourself.. and don't forget you deal.. i will call you tomorrow.. " he said to me. And I nodded. andd leave him.. and walk to the building.. he drive away.. it's 8 in the night.. and I have lots of time.. but i don't have to go anywhere or do anything..
So I just reach to my dorm. And get in there.. get shower.. and than make myself relax.. and than did what i talk with Stefan.. why i just can't get that idea before that read book in my own.. i am to bussy blind to forget this.
And it's helped... I read like 5 or 6 Page's.. and than my eyes getting higher and higher and i just can't take my eyes on the book. So I switch of the light. Close the book. And than sleep grab my blanket closely..