My alarm ring.. and shut them up. Than I wake up.. and ready for go to gym..
Yesterday was not as bad or good. Talking with Dan I think I can't trust him. But still there is a 1% anything happen. I just can't blindly trust him. I have to save my own back. and he's Justin's brother.. never ever trust them.. they only used people.. for there own profit..
I ready to go to gym. I saw Janna sleeping peacefully. She look innocent and beautiful.
No matter what. I know how can Sam totally into him. No more thinking about this.
I left dorm. And handling towards gym. I have to practice some more. What if something happen. I have to ready for this. To face this. Reaching there. It's empty like It's always did.
I started to my workout. Doing my normal thing what I always do. Without interrupting to anyone. I like when gym all are empty and I am the only one working out here. It's feel free to do whatever I want to. Nobody see me. How I work out. How I did my best to stay control and fit and fine. And always prepared to fight. No matter what. And no steering.. here just me and my lonely ness.. but feel relaxing...
" good morning " something said to me in my behind. I stop whatever I don't and turn around to see who's he. No doubt he's voice is similar..
" oohh Hyyy.. what are you Doing here." him happy finally to see him . I hug him. I know I am all in sweat but I need this..
" well like you said they are really following you Red" he said to me. And we both broke the hug. I give him look like told yaa..
" like I don't know.. it's freaking so difficult to me to not to do anything that I will regret this like any wrong steps and I will be dead.." I said to him. My hand is rubbing to my forehead. Lots of streets. How to get out of this.
" I am lucky that other day saw you your workout in this time. So I waiting for you like 8hours.. hiding in Boys restroom." He said with surprise. Ohh my god. Really. Boys restroom been eight hours. That fucking crazy..
" are you serious Ray.." I said to him. It's totally impressed me.
" well let's not talk about this. Let's talk about Denial and there so cold bouncer who following you everywhere.." he said to me.. for him always come first business..
" well he's back.. and I don't get it why the hell you Keeping lots of shits form me.. you know that he is also here.. can't you just tell me about it.." yes I have my right to Angry on him. I mean I don't want any surprise. I want information to alert myself to stay out of this trouble.
" I know that. And I am sorry for that. I will try my best next time it's not going to happen. This Daniel think I totally cut out of my mind.. " He said. And I about to said. I heard someone coming over.
Me and Ray both looking each other and nodded. He run toward again boy's restroom. And I again Doing my workout. To know that I still Doing my thing. Seems when I know i have only half an hour to talk with Ray. I have to claim myself.
Alll going good. I hope so.. I did my workout. And than stop. I think he's gone. Whoever is he. And I am so done with my thing. So I go and enter boys restroom.
" I think he's gone. " I said and him.
He get out to the one of toilet room. And than it's better to talk here. When we know we don't have much time.
" listen.. denial want to create his own gang." I Brun out to him. He shock what u just said..
" really well that's know. He never get interested in all this gang stuff. When we know what type he is." He said to me. And I totally agree with him..
" I know that.. something is going on with him.. and in all this stuff. He wants me to help him. To seduced Max for fall for me. Than he can easily killed Max" I said to him. Thinking about Max.. I think about our last encounter..
" Really.. that's new" really.. there is nothing new. Rolling my eyes..
" and didn't know why Max and Dan both are partners.. dan is 20% partner in this academy.. can you believe this.." I said to him. He didn't react. It's mean he know. Why fucking he tell me the behind the all this stuff..
" Dan short of dating my roommate.. when me and Dan meet in my locker. And he totally used he's love card on me.. than Janna my roommate appear and I catch him.. Janna after said about they both are dating.. I mean seriously.. " I said to him. Little bit annoying..
" I always told you.. he's not worthy it.. he's just a one night stand" Ray said to me. And check on me if I am crying on me or not.. why I did feel said.. I am good..
" Justin coming here. To again challenge to Max.. with some girl. Who's he give her my name Red.." I said to him.. he shock.. one more bad news right..
" Really Red.. he's fucking dick.. what's going on his mind.. and Justin.. I mean seriously.." he said to me. Little bit angry. But what can I said. We have to face him. There is no back off..
" I really don't know what are we missing here. Why Justin coming.. what he want now.. I just didn't get it.. " I said in hand my take thought to my hair in frustration..
" I mean first denial... he suddenly wanted to he's own gang. And now Justin.. they both want one think.. to kill Max.. " Ray said.. all this connected with Max. Max.. what he's hiding..
" and Denial drug you into this to help him... did Denial know about Justin arrival ." Ray asked me..
" yeaa. He said he will protect me for him but I don't trust him. I don't know I think they both are plying game's.." I said to him. And he nodded.
" also I just can't do anything you know he's fucking man's already following me everywhere.. and I can't just contact with you he didn't know about you.. plus he also didn't know that Max know about me.. he bloody threatened me to work with him.. I mean seriously "I said to him. Little punching the locker..
" Hyyy this oky.. we will think about it something.." he said and Clam me down..
" you still work with him.." I suddenly asked him. Changing the subject.. I never asked him about this. Because I never thought about it.
" who.. Tom" he said with confused look.
" hmmm" I just hmmed to him..
" hell yeaah.. I am still with him. No matter what. I know we are not that strong but still we are working together. I just can't left him. Because when in my hard time he was with me.. how can I left him. " he explained me.
" by the way he still didn't forget you.. what can I say still obsessed with you.. Red" he said. I feel guilty about it..
Tom and me meet in party. Long time ago. He's what can I said. He's so fucking handsome beautiful man in and out. I like him very first day when I talk to him. We meet after that lot's of time. He also confess he's feeling for me. But that time I just cant with him because of my own mess.
When I finally thought that I will stop all this and get out this. And be with him. That time Justin had another plan for me.. and after I have to run all this. And everyone know now I am dead. So did he. I never meet him again. That time when I also want him to be with him. Never mind its long time ago thing.
" I thought he's moved on.. after hearing now that. I was dead.." I said to him looking at him.
" actually first flew months so hard for him to accept that you are really no more. Sorry for telling that. We all are help him to try him to be strong. " he said to me. It's hurt to listening this. I literally cry to listening this.
" flew week's now he meet someone. I think she also in this academy.. they both are dating.. but still he doesn't forget you. " he said to me. And come closer to me. And hug me. I hug him back.
" shhh.. it's oky. By the way why you asking for him.." he said. And I broke hug. And face him.
" I want help to kill them both brothers.. no matter what. I can't do that alone. I want help for that. Maybe we can.. you know. Talk with him." I said to him. I hope he understand what I am trying to said.
" I can't think about this. I mean he's ready to help. And it's Justin and he's brother think. He already thinking plan about it to kill them. " he said to me.. that's what want to hear..
" than let's arrange the meeting.." Ray said to me..
" Yes.. but.. what about them.. who's following me.. everywhere. I want to kill them so damn much. But I can't. I have to do what he want. Because if he know about James he will also drug him in to this mess. I don't want history again repeated.." I said to him.
" what do you mean by that." Ray asked me. I know I didn't tell him. How it's all happened. How anyone don't know I am live. When everyone know that I am dead.
" I will tell you when we are all are together.." I confess him. And assure him. He nodded.
" I will talk with Tom and I will do something about your sexy gourds.." he wink at me. And I rolled my eyes. Sexy my ass..
" I have to go.. will meet you tomorrow?" I asked him.
" nopp. I will meet you with plan. I have to talk with Tom about it. And after that I have to do your work. I mean kill that man who's following and take our man in them place. So I want time for that. And after that I will meet you. Oky." He said to me.. I nodded. Sound like plan.
" oohhk fine.. take care.. I am going to go my practice.. see you soon Ray.. " I said to him once last time hug him tightly. He hug me back.
" very soon. Red" he said to me. And hug me back.
Finally I feel that I am not alone. I have hope. I will do it. This thing little made me little strong. And now co positive that all things going to be alright. Just little more time and than I had my revenge.
I left boy's restroom. I am happy that there is still no one. Who's catch me here. In boy's restroom. When I left it. I heard that similar voice. Punching someone to punching bag. I know who is he.
The tattoo man. Let's see he had something for me today.
I walk there. And look at there. And yeaa I am right. There is my bottle.. whos last time I take there to him. I grab it. But it's not just bottle there attached with pepper. Wow. He did write something for me. That's good.. or maybe bad..
To rose.
You have sweet name. And thanks for compliment. And also energy drink. I appreciate that.
But I am already in into someone else's. It's strong feeling for her. When I know I can't have her. She's with someone else now.
But I don't mind to hook up with you.. it will little help I think so. Hope you don't mind😉
Sam
What the hell. He's motherfucker. Who dare he to said me like that. I will kill him. I walk there. Where he is practicing. I am so much mad. Angry. I know it's my fault that I write it but that doesn't mean that I am into him. Or I am interested with him.
I stand there and grab he's shoulder roughly..
" you motherfucker.. how dare..." I stop. When I see who is he.
" oohh so it's you.. no matter what it's your work. I get it. You know what just fuck off.. " I said and turn around to left him. I can't believe this. He will do such thing. Janna told me he's not like that. Now I know what he type he is.
" wait what are you talking about.. and what are you doing here." He said.. maybe little confused. Now he trying to play me huh. You dick.
" ohh you didn't know what you just did.. see this.. read this.." I said to him and throw that piss of shit in he's face.
That made him angry.. But he grab it and read it. And he's shocked reading this.
" I didn't write it. Even why I am do this.." he said to me.. what he mean by that he didn't write this. Than who. It's clear think that I write for him but he didn't know that about this. Than who did this.
We both looking at each other with confusion eyes. Fuck. There is someone also here we don't know about. He also write he's nam Sam. Who's fucking Sam is.
" I write this.." someone said enter the hall. I turned around and see who's he. And when I see this.. I shocked. It's really happening. I frozen. Stunt. Am I dreaming.
" you.." I said to him. Last time I checked I killed him. He's live. Sam is live. Ohh no. This is not fucking dream... it's real.. he's live.. standing front of me.. ohh my... one more surprise...