Now that you understand my pain ...
They know that my life is in danger in this world, after all, I am simply a product of the highest quality in this world.
With such a shitty fate, I even thought about committing suicide, unfortunately, if I did, nothing would change.
Nothing assures me that I will reincarnate again, besides that if there is a miracle if I do, my next reincarnation may be as a woman.
If so, then my situation will get worse, since at least in this world I have my little brother down there.
Losing him would be a hard blow.
Besides this world is not so bad, my situation is the one that sucks.
And as my masochist as it may seem, there are always solutions for the worst problems, I was confident that there is a way out of my situation, I just have to look for it.
If I find the solution, then this world would be the best, with all the crazy women around here, having fun would be great, plus I have power, unfortunately, until I find a solution my power will be stolen ...
And I really don't want to lose my magic power.
I have the power!
But in the end, it will be stolen by a woman, how frustrating.
By the way, in this world, there are also levels of magic power.
There are nine levels and each level has three sub levels.
For example, we spirit foxes, the more tails we have, the stronger our power.
As for the other races, it differs by the color of its nucleus.
From the lowest to the highest, these are the colors.
White, Yellow, Orange, Green, Red, Violet, Blue, Dark Blue, and Black.
Divided into low, medium, and high ...
Of course, this is not an absolute power system, where those with the greatest magical power will be the victors in a battle.
No, because there are situations where the one with a white core defeats someone with a yellow core, experience, and skills are very important.
Also keep in mind that if the magic power difference is too much, skills and experience will not help you.
For example, a person with a white core fights a person with a green core ...
Well, I guess there is no need to explain what happened.
Being a two-tailed spirit fox from birth, my magic power is equal to that of a yellow core.
Amazing, right?
Even my little sister was left far behind.
Now that I mention my little sister ...
Ugh! How to put it ... She's very ... Different?
Well, we are children and also twins, however, having this sister with me makes my life shortened a lot.
They wonder why?
We were born five years ago and she is literally with me 99% of the time.
She imitates everything I do.
I don't know if it's because we are twins or if children are like that in this world, but my sister is a great stalker.
She likes to play with my tails and she plays dirty tricks on me.
The last time I caught her stealing my underwear, the truth being that they are 5-year-olds I don't care, however, after spending time together, I discovered that she had a serious brother complex problem.
She depends a lot on me, plus she often steals my things and my toothbrushes disappear.
And no, I'm not imagining things, I know she stole them.
Well, I will not get angry with a child, besides that my sister is very pretty, as she expected of the most beautiful race in the world.
Her little face is well defined and detailed, that I thought her face was edited in real life.
Her cheeks are even rosy and her little lips are red, but what brought out her beauty the most is her fluffy fox tail and honey-colored ears.
There was no doubt that when she grew up she would be a stunning beauty.
Unfortunately, she behaves like a child, there is no trace of delicacy.
Even the last time she tried to play with other kids, they ran from her calling her a pervert.
How effeminate ...
But according to this world, this is the standard, women act like men and men like women, even children are like that.
Only I acted, as usual, maybe this is why I still put up with my sister, since even our mother offered to separate us, for the sake of our growth.
Not a bad idea, but I doubt if we split up, anyone would want to play with my sister.
Since even the oldest children run away from her, after all with magical power within her, my sister is like a little monster overwhelming the poor children of our servants.
Only I can contain her, with my two tails, she is inferior to me in power, so when that happens I make sure to hold her with my tails.
You could say that I'm the one holding the leash of this mischievous fox.
But let's not talk about my sister anymore ...
As you know my sex life is frustrated at this rate, I need to find a way out where I can have a happy sex life.
For that I investigated in the library of my family, unfortunately, my mother does not allow me to go near a computer, for fear that she will know something strange on the Internet or enter inappropriate websites.
May l understand her, if they had a daughter in my previous world, I would also forbid her many things.
Not that she wants a random bastard to take her, as she is used to in my previous world.
That is why I did not throw a tantrum, I always try to stay calm, I am an adult in mind.
Well let's continue with the library and I discovered that humans are the only race where men do not lose magic power when they have sex.
Damn, I'm jealous!
I wish I had been born as a human again, well I thought so, but they also have their difficulties.
Since their nation is not aristocratic but a democratic one, in addition to its population being very stable, since there is a man for every woman, unfortunately, they continue to be oppressed by women.
After all, they have no magic core and their power system is very weak.
They have magical veins, similar to the nervous system that helps them collect magical power from the world, however, human men have thinner veins compared to women, leaving women with greater magical power.
So sad...
But still, at least men due to their population and marches 'against abuse', have many job opportunities and more, it is like seeing feminism in my previous world, which here would be 'Sexism'.
How low we have fallen, brothers ...
Well, I will not delve into this anymore, the more I read, it gives me a headache and pity.
What interests me is that they have these 'veins'.
If these veins are responsible for your happy sex life, I would like to have those veins ...
And after reviewing books on human anatomy and spiritual fox anatomy.
I discovered that our bodies are not that different, as both races possess these 'magic veins'.
However, our race has a spiritual core, so we do not need these veins to be strong, they are rather an unnecessary organ.
However, for me, this is a way out of my problem, since if my magic power from my core is drained, I still have my magic veins.
Well, not everything is as good as it seems, since these magic veins are pathetic to collect magic power, in a day my magic nucleus recovers more than five times of magic essence than magic veins.
Now I understand why the human race is the weakest in the world.
But I'm a kid, so I have all the time in the world to cultivate these veins.
Not to mention, my breed is long-lived.
Well, I thought so, since my dreams were crushed when my mother called me to her study ...
"Your first fiancée has been decided ..."
Seriously mother, don't do this to me ...
Just when I thought of a way out for my tragic sex life.
I promise to brush your foxtails every day if you get rid of this ...
What?
What am I gay? Who should be happy?
Well no, I'm not Gay and I shouldn't be happy.
In this world of nymphomaniacs, my pathetic sex life and shitty luck with women.
My only goal would be to be squeezed to death and die like a used toy.
I refuse to have this fucking destination.
It is well decided, we must become strong, only with power and money will I escape from this shitty destiny.
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