He grab my chain and than our eyes meet again. He wipe my tears. And I close my eyes. To stop myself to not to cry more. This is third time I am crying because if him.
" 8 match " he said again. And look at him and tears come out again. I pull him to me. He did hiss but hug me back. I hug him tightly. Now I am not going to leave him. not going to make him leave me. No never..
" You don't want to see my face.. than what are you doing here." He said to me. That time I pull away and look at him. And he is waiting for the answer.
" If I said that go and die what will you do ." I ask him. And he look at me. And wip my tears and he touch my hair. Who's keep coming front to my face. And he slide in my ear so he can see my face clearly. My ugly face.
" I am whiling to fullfill your wish.. " he said to me. And that make me Angry.
" You are not going to do that anything you understand that.. " i said to him angrily. He chuckle hearing that. But didn't said. But I want to hear from him.
" I said something Anthony.. do you understand that.. " i said again. And than he pull me to close to me.
" I am not doing anything that make you cry. I will do everything what that's makes you happy. " He said to me and kiss me slowing. And I didn't pull him away. I kiss him back. After long time I am touching those lips who's I am missing it terribly. Now it make me clam. I don't want to leave you now. Not ever. I touch he's hair. And play with him he moan in my mouth.
He is not well and I don't want to do things that make him in more pain. I pull away to him and broke the kiss. I kiss he's forehead.
" I Miss you fucking so much.." I said to him. I am not going to lie him. I did miss him. And I regretting my all decisions.
" I am sorry about everything that I did. Everything. That hurt you. I am really sorry and I will do you everything to you for your forgiveness. " I tell him. And he look at me. And smrik. In that state he still didn't forget to smrike. I smile he's that look. I play with he's hair. And he is relax it closing he's eyes. And sigh.
" I want you to be mine. Only my to touch. My to fuck you. my To love you. To spend whole life with you. I only want to be with you Medelline. I don't know how it happened me but I don't like this any other man look at you. To talk shit about you. To try to move on you. I want everyone know that you are mine. To tell everyone that you are taken. To tell everyone that back off. To protect you. And fulfill your all wishes. To pamper you. In past months I did do things that hurts you. I am truly apologize for this. I am an dick. I am jealous. Whenever i saw you with him.. I feel like grab you and pull you to closer to me And never let you go. I don't know when and how this all happened. But now I can't pretend that there is nothing going on. That I am not attracted toward you. To addicted to you. To your kisses. To you dominant behavior. to Your stubbornness. Never give up on me. I know you that the only one person who can make me happy. And it's you. Please make me happy Medelline.. " he said to me. And hearing all of things. Tears fall down to my eyes. I don't know what to said to him. I don't know how to said to him. That I am also feel the same as him. I pull him for another kiss. And he kiss me back instead. And that make me smile. I don't want him to fuck me right now right here. But I don't want to leave him.
" Ughhhh . You have to take rest. And you are stop this all shit. You understand. I want you to be look fit and fine.. I can't look at you like this. Looking you in this state I feel guilty and hate myself that because of me you punishing yourself. " I tell him.
" No Princess please don't think that. You are best think happen to my life. I did it because I feel angry on me. Saying thought things I feel horrible. So I started to boxing. But now I am not going. I just want to be with you. " He said to me and than hug me. Which I accept it and hug him back.
" Did you eat something.." he ask him. We both hug. I shake my head and said no to him.
" I don't know what happened to me but I just can't help it. I go to that hotel to look for you. But they said that you are not come last two months so I go to our place you are not there too. This is my last option. If I didn't find you here I don't know what will I do to myself. In all of this time I just think about one thing and it's you and only you. In all that I forget to eat something. So I am hungry as hell. Please order something like pizza. Do you like pizza " i tell him. He look at me and smile at me. kiss my check . And I blush. I blush.. did Anthony making me blush. I never blush front of him. What happened this time. Ohh fuck he is definitely something.. and whatever it is he is making me crazy.. crazy for him.
" Come on I know Chase already order some food. So you don't have to worry. Just hope that that is going to be pizza or else you have to eat it whatever it is.. " he said to me. And we both are walk to the downstairs. Holding each other hand. Which I don't mind in that. I already like it. All this.. new feeling. Him and I..
We both reach the kitchen. And our luck it is pizza. I quickly open the oven and heated pizza so we can eat it hot hot. When I doing it. Tony started to kiss my neck. And similer feeling come. After long time after long time again I feeling it this feeling. And I can't help myself to stop myself for moaning. He do have effect on me.
" We can't .." i told him and stop him. He still look weak for me.
" If you think that I am weak and all than I am whiling to prov you worng princess.." he said to me.
" No you are not I just don't want to hurt you. And I want you to be all fine. So I can give you new buries. And that will be you like it I guess.. " i tell him to making him shiver. And I know he did turn on my that.
" I can't wait it.. can't we just do it right now.." he want to argue. But I stop him. And than tell him to seat in table.
I grab pizza and than we both eat pizza. I did feed him. And he feed me. I like it. I totally love it. Whatever this is. I don't want to end it. I want to stay life this forever.
" I thought you are never come.." he said suddenly.
" Why you think that. What if I don't come what will you do.. " i ask him.
" I know what I said that day.I am waiting for you to show up. I did tell Chase if you ask for me to tell you to come to me. You are always welcome here. Even you did come to with main door the guard willing to welcome you too. If you didn't come. Than yes I keep punish myself. To remember my biggest mistake to hurt you. To runied your life.. " he said to me.
" I am sorry Anthony what I said that day. That day I don't want to stop you and tell you that i don't hate you. I never hate you. And whatever happen between us it is special to me. And I can't forget that. Never in my life. This is so special to me. You are special to me. This is " point to him and me.." is special. And I don't want to lose it. I don't want to runied it. " I tell him. And he smile at me.
We eat whole box if pizza. And than again headed to he's bedroom. I removed my cloths. And wear one of he's clothes. And jump on the bed and join him
First time we both are sharing the bed. But this time we both are not fucking each other we both are cuddling to each other. And sleeping with big smile on our face. And I don't want to come out to this dream ever. Best dream in my life.