Recap:
"What did she do to end up here?" I asked and he kept quiet. It was as if he was in his own world. In his own mind and world, not in reality with me. He was never with me in reality. "What did she do?" I repeated as I took a step forward. "She took her own life and the life of her children in her past life to escape her husband." His father said as he placed the journal down.
I couldn't breathe from that and I could feel everything in me wanting to argue that he was wrong but what good would that do. "When we married and she was scared of baring life. She felt as though she didn't deserve it at all. But when she was pregnant with you, I watched her battle with her demons and her joy. She wanted you but feared that you wouldn't be what she could care for.
