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Chapter 21 - How real is your motivation

''Today marks the day that we will destroy fear and develop faith, faith in ourselves, hope, trust and believe, we don't care who or where our opponents are from, the only aim in our mind is to destroy them if they get in our way and achieve our desired goal''.

''Sir, your words are amazing and all but how can we truly combat fear? It's in our nature to fear it in our blood, so how can we truly overcome it? Yes, you say faith and hope, that's all just wishful thinking, I want to be stronger, I want to be able to defeat all my opponents and not be afraid of anyone who comes my way''.

Lydia is the one speaking and you could tell the passion in her eyes, while speaking her head was face down the whole time and she tried her best to contain her tears but some accidentally came out, she was filled with emotion and determination to succeed. Lebanon with a straight face looked silently at Lydia and spoke out to the class

''Sir to caught to the chase this class has no weakness'' Lebanon says bolding

''What do you mean? Everyone has written down their weakness on this piece of paper'' Rabbi Eli says to counter Lebanon's point, however, Lebanon seems determined to prove itself so he continues.

''That piece of paper is just a piece of paper, it doesn't prove anything, it doesn't show us anything, it's just opinions that people judge other people by, it's not facts even though it appears to be''.

Rabbi Eli understands Lebanon's point so he folds his arms, waits and second and says ''Prove it''. Lebanon, remaining ever so calm, says to Rabbi Eli in a fearless voice ''I don't need to because you already know that I'm right''. Rabbi Eli can see the boldness of Lebanon, he notices that the other classmates just look and listen to Lebanon with interest when he speaks so Rabbi Eli asks Lebanon a really strange question.

''You can you see the future Lebanon''

Lebanon remains silence

Lebanon speaks to himself in his head ''Can I see the future? What kind of question is that? Hmm, I don't understand, I think he won this round''. Lebanon sees that Rabbi Eli has won, Rabbi remains silent for a moment, but once he sounds that Lebanon loses a bit of his confidence by questioning himself he says

''Sit down Lebanon and allow me to continue''

Lebanon sits down and Lime opens up another piece of paper and it reads

''Despair'

''Now this is interesting ' 'this is something that we all sometimes face even in adulthood, despair is the feeling of regret nothing that is or was nothing you could have done to change the situational outcome that was most likely not your desire''.

''But I want to ask you a theoretical question, how can you fight or overcome despair? Is there a cure or redemption to it?''

Rabbi Eli walks around the room and its complete silence, just full focus,

Well, I'll tell you how it's true preparation.

"Ask if I could see the future, well assuming I could that would a person living in the future be able to prepare "in correcting the mistake of the past?''

''It's simple Lebanon it's by preparing for the future in the past''

Lebanon looks at sir Eli weird

'AHHH Sir this is too much information my head hurts!!! Past, present, future stuff. Are you a time messenger or rabbi????'

It's so obvious that Ryan has enough of the lectures, He was stretching his head with his hands and lending back on the chair back and forth to try and understand the information but it was obvious that Ryan had enough he was losing his mind and just wanted to crush something

''RABBI!! JUST GIVE ME THE OPPONENT I NEED TO CRUSH AND I'LL CRUSH THEM WITH MY HAMMER ''

''SHUT UP RYAN YOU COULDN'T EVEN CRUSH THAT RAKO GUY'' Yoshua yells back to Ryan

''WHAT DID YOU SAY YOU INSECT''

''YOU HEARD WHAT I SAID '' Yoshua and Ryan go to a headbutt fight

''RABBI LET YOSHUA BE THE FIRST OPPONENT I WILL CRUSH HIM AS PRACTICE BEFORE I CRUSH CLASSROOMS 3 2 AND 1''

''Very Well'' Rabbi replies?

HUH?? Ryan and Yoshua both say

''Sir I'm sure this is part where you tell us to shut up and sit down'' Yohsua says completely surprised

''Yes this is the part but right now it looks like the daily capacity or my speaking and gone past your knuckle cracker heads and anything extra I say to you guys will simply go in one ear and go out the other, so to save myself the time I'll just allow you guys to beat it in order instead''. Rabbi Eli says

''Lebanon will be your judge he will decide who wins''

'Me? Yes, you,''

"'Why me?"'

''As a leader, you need to know your strengths and weakness, I have failed in my attempt on teaching the huge bags of meat and no information, but I'm not the one trying to win the Student to Crusader tournament''

''Hey! That's not enough sir I'm not a smart bag of meat Yoshua is the dumb bag''

The whole class looks like Ryan with the "Are you serious"' eyes.

''Anyway, everyone grabs your lunch it's just about hitting 1.00 pm'' After lunch meet me at the student arena where Ryan and Yoshua will have their first practice match.

''AWWW I TAUGHT THAT LECTURE WOULD NEVER END'' Complains Ryans

O shut up Ryan I can't wait to show you what I'm made of in the School Arena

O yeah??? Why wait?! Let's do it now!!

''Hey, bags of meat have you noticed something?'' Nathaniel questions

WHAT DID YOU CALL US?

Rabbi Eli is a genius, ever since we talked about the Strength topic he has always direct the situation to you,

What do you mean?

Can't you see? We didn't need to know all that information, Lebanon was right it was pointless, he only did that to provoke you guys to be tired enough to give up, because he knew that wasn't your strength.

Everyone looked at each other with amazement.

He wasn't calling you bags of meat to insult you, he was calling you bags of meat to encourage you and to make you focus on your strengths and develop them. It's b=obvious that Rabbi Eli isn't a typical teacher, if he was then we wouldn't be a lecture in the School of All, the deciding factor of the tribe's future. There is something special about him and we need to take him more seriously.

Lebanon, Europhrian, Lydia, Yoshua, Lime, Ryan, Leah and Nathaniel are all in the group having a conversation about the class they continue to have conversations about class and what they need to do to improve their abilities, during them paying for food they sit down on a table and start to eat and this is when the conflict starts to arise

Are these the insects from classroom 4?

''Do they honestly believe they have a chance to come against us''?

Hey watch out for that White hair guy I heard he's strong,

Don't tell Pam to fool you, they just made that white hair guy look good, we all know that Pam is weak and it was only because his father is closely associated with the king that he is allowed to even be here not to speak of classroom 2. ''Yea Pam is such a disappointment to the School of All I can't believe we were defeat by a rookie a commoner and unholy and unclean worm''.

''That's quite enough we can hear you speak you know'' Yoshua is folding his arms behind two of the members from classroom 3 who are speaking about them.

Thomas from classroom 3 and Hazael from classroom 3, nicknames (talking Thomas), they both gossip and talk about everything they do nothing but a complaint about wine and drink but never get anything done but talk, they are both like twins and are close friends.

''Silence commoner'' they both say at the same time, they continue by saying ''Insects like you have no right to speak to us I hope you're ready when you get destroyed in the student to crusader tournament''

''Ok….''

Sharda is sitting in classroom 3 by herself eating she was not very successful in making friends as everything looks to be in their groups

''It's been really hard here but I know I can do it! Everyone in the village is so proud of me, even though I'm finding it difficult to fit into everyone now I'm sure we can develop a relationship in the future'' Sharda is trying to comfort herself

''Hey Sharda'' Thomas and Hazael says

''Aww my days, not these annoying guys again'' Sharda says to herself, they continuing speaking to it all feels like a mumble to her because they are like a bunch of annoying kids, it almost reminds her of her village back home

''These guys just don't stop talking, they both talk with togetherness in such a weird and annoying way like an eco, www please just shut up!'' she continues thinking in her head while fake smiling

''Anyway Sharda watch out for classroom 4 they are annoying and we need to crush them'' Thomas says, Hazael replies with a ''HOHOHO YES WE NEED TO DESTROY THEM'' they both laugh 'HO HO HO' while holding their mouth in a typical rich children manner and walk away.

With all the annoyance pays attention to classroom 4, then pays close attention to Lebanon.

''Hmm, who's that guy? He looks like a prophet''.