Flashback
"Sapphire, what do you mean you're breaking up with me?! Did I do something wrong?! I will fix it! Please, Sapphire, don't break up with me!" Xavier cried out to his girlfriend, who remained cold and emotionless.
"No, Xavier, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm tired of you. You're so boring! And I'm pregnant with someone! So don't bother us anymore!" Sapphire exclaimed indifferently that left Xavier broken hearted.
"W-what...? N-no! That's not true! You still love me right?! You still love me!" Xavier cried out helplessly while trying to hold Sapphire but she brush him off.
"I don't love you anymore! Why can't you understand?! Bye, Xavier. Don't come and find me anymore." Sapphire said and left Xavier, who was crying hard.
Xavier looked at Sapphire who's happy in another man's arms.
'How dare you, Sapphire?! You know what, Rose is right. You just want me for your own satisfaction.' Xavier thought, not crying anymore for Sapphire but felt hatred and anger building up inside him.
Now, what he only wants is; revenge. For killing his parents, and for cheating on him.
But, little did he know, Sapphire's heart was breaking more than his. Seeing him crying helplessly for her, totally broke her heart.
'I'm sorry, Xav. But this is for your safety and I don't want you to die. I love you, so much.' Sapphire thought, looking at the car window.
End of flashback
A woman in her twenties was running far away from the bandits while the bandits kept chasing her like their life depend on it.
"Get her! Don't let her escape!" a bandit shouted.
The woman hid somewhere they don't see her. She felt her phone vibrating from her pocket and answer it.
"What?! I'm trying to hide! They're chasing me!" the woman whisper-yelled.
"Who's chasing you, Sapphire?! You should be here right now! The master is angry because you're still not yet here!" the woman from the other line said.
"Don't worry, Claire. I'll be there, just fetch me here please." Sapphire said. "Okay, okay. I'll be there. Where are you, by the way?" Claire said worryingly.
"I'm here at our old meeting place." Sapphire said while Claire responded with an okay and hung up.
Sapphire's point of view:
I was waiting for Claire to fetch me up and it seems that.. The bandits have lost their way.
Claire is my childhood friend. She's a crazy woman but we love each other. Both of our family was killed by our master. Yes, the master of the organization I was in. He killed my family. My siblings and my parents. Because he only want one thing; to get me and use me for succeeding into killing a man that he's jealous of.
While I was thinking, I heard a honk and shot my head up and saw Claire's car. I quickly headed there and got in.
"Go!" then she finally drove away from the place while I sigh in relief.
"Sapphire, I told you, this job is dangerous! If these bandits you were saying has capture you, you'll be dead!" Claire said, angry but I could hear the worry in her voice.
"How do you know that if the bandits captured me, I will be dead, huh?" I said in a sassy and she look at me like I'm stupid for a bit and look back to the driveway in front of us.
"They might be more strong than you! Worse, they might have a weapon that's going to kill you in an instant! You're not thinking again! What in the cruel world is wrong with your brain?!" she roll her eyes in annoyance.
How smart. "Okay, okay, don't be mad, madame." I laugh at her. "I'm not being funny in here, you jerk!" she shouted while driving.
"Anyways, you have an appointment tommorow to the doctor. She needs to check you up." Claire said, being serious.
"Okie," was my answer and leaned on the seat to get the clear view of the driveway.
I have been appointed to the doctor every night because my past has been completely bugging me.
My past is pretty... I'd rather not say anything about it. My parents and siblings are killed by the boss of the organization I'm in.
But worse, my family disowned me and abused me physically and mentally. While my siblings just laughed at me for being worthless.
The abuse started when I was five, saying that I killed my twin brother. Yes, I have a twin brother but he died when he's born because his body is weaker than mine. And that's the answer why I was abused.
But that day, that day was the worst day of my life, I know my life is worse before but what the people to my family did is much more worse.
They killed my family.
Right in front of my eyes.
I know that I shouldn't be crying for them but they're my family. I have such a nice heart, silly me. I chuckle silently so that Claire won't hear me.
And that's when they saw me, they took me to use me for them so succeed their long-time mission. To kill, Xavier Mauri. My ex-boyfriend.
But the good and bad thing is, he ordered me to break up with him. The good is, now that I break up with him, he's safe. And the bad thing is, they might be lying to me and still kill him.
Yes, over the past 7 years, I still love him. Very much. I love him that I'm getting crazy without him. I'm having nightmares that he will come to me for revenge but I don't care. He wants to do that to me then I'll let him do that. After all, I 'cheated' on him and the man I 'cheated' with got me pregnant. The pregnant part was absolutely true but Xavier's the father. We're planning to have kids before my marriage since we think we could actually afford the expenses for the babies.
But unfortunately, the baby died, eversince he was born. Yes, it's a boy. I named Ray Stone Mauri. I gave him Xavier's surname because one day, I'm going to show him our son. And he might question why I didn't use his surname.
And that's when I've fallen into depression. All the people who's important to me, kept dying and staying away from me. I don't know why I have this kind of fate but I hope, this'll be over.
I just wanted to live a peaceful life where there's no problems to think about. I just want that kind of life.
But it seems that, God is not with me.