Every time I think that I've moved on
Every time I think that I'm okay
Is when the memories hit hard and
I breakdown all over again
Months and months have gone by
But I still feel the pain
My heart still aches for you
And my eyes still water at the thought of you
It hurts that you hate me
It hurts that I meant so little
It hurts that you let go
It hurts that you didn't want to stay anymore
It hurts to forgive you
Its harder to forget you
It pains me that you're gone
There's this emptiness where you left us alone
And I know that you've moved on
I know you don't think about me
I know that you don't love me anymore
I know that you couldn't care any less
I know that you're happy you left
I know how you think about us now has changed from before
I know I don't matter anymore
I don't know if I ever did
Its empty , my hearts heavy
My eyes all drained
My soul all dead
This is who I've become when you left
It breaks me to know you're done
To know you're gone
After everything I put up through for us
After everything we went through for each other
I still believe it was my fault
I still believe I wasn't good enough
I still believe that I was the one who messed up
I don't know what I should believe in any anymore
Hollow and empty
Sad and angry
Tired and sleepy
Depressed and cranky
I don't who I have become
I don't know who I am
I'm tired and hollow
I lost and I'm lost
Without you I feel alone
I miss you
I love you
Always did when u probably didn't
I miss you
I hate u , I don't want u back
Though i still do
I miss u
I miss us
I miss what we had
- ( An original )