LUCIA'S POV
After that night, I just found myself lying on my bed while my tears were keep from falling into my eyes sides.
I never had this type of mental breakdown, since I moved on from my past.
Or more like I'm just trying to be felt okay, and finally healed from the previous pain.
All what I want in my life is to be happy and to be loved for real. More than I wish was to be given a beautiful and happy life.
Simple family will make me happy and nothing could ever changed that.
I wipe my tears and moved a bit in my left side to Lea won't notice my gasps.
She maybe sleep but I know she can still be awaken by my cries. I'm sad right now, like a baby wanting for someone's love for me.
When I felt that the silence won't work for me. I decided to turn on my phone and played a meditating music so I could sleep.