My arms feel empty. They always have.
First hugs from my parents. Grace and true friendship from Uncle Joe. Nate's understanding goodbye. Alex's passion and thrilling possessiveness.
Everyone left me or I was forced to leave them behind.
But the absolute worst, the most painful and debilitating pain of all was when Cam...broke something…shattered it beyond the recognition of a doubt. After months of endless torture, emotional and mental manipulation, getting hooked on drugs and painkillers...and after it all seemed to just get over.
