MYS 85
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Even so, I don't have much time to complain. After I confirmed. That the rumors that Mei whispered were an undeniable fact, I couldn't help but look down trying to cry.
But I failed.
Crying doesn't make things change or get better. All of this is like a nightmare. That I don't know what to be grateful. Or to deny anymore. On the one hand, I'm a little happy because I haven't been able to see Mister J that often. But on the other handI feel unfair.
Why wasn't I involved when dad made that decision?
Why do I have to be the last one to know and not even dad tell me?
"You have to be patient, Anggi. Sometimes what we think is bad is a choice that your parents make for your good." Khansa's soft voice usually tempered anger. But this time I can't stay still.
